I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend. I had a great time doing absolutely nothing. Ah! Today, Erik is going to talk about two subjects: the aggressive bipolar person and money. An eclectic duo. Truth is, both pieces aren’t very long, and I didn’t want you to feel short-changed. As I review the entries over those months this last winter and spring, I do see that I could have gotten more in depth, asked Erik for more detail. Sometimes I have to push him a bit. But I got in this rut of just feeling pressured to get through the list of questions quickly. Part of that pressure, of course, has to do with the fact that I pay with all of these channeling sessions. Don’t get me wrong. These sessions are just as much for me as for you. They are a crucial part of my healing process. Plus they’re so much fun. But lately I’ve been taking a deep breathe and, with each question, probing into more nooks and crannies. Sometimes it’s like pulling eye teeth, so to speak. (Sorry, Erik.) But it’s so much more satisfying and doesn’t leave you wanting for more. (Erik uses a different term that I can’t use. Let’s just say the initials are B.B. Sigh.) Anyway, I am trying to get out of that frenetic rut and I hope you notice that soon when we get to that part of the transcription queue. Of course, I slip up from time to time, but… Also, there will be times when Erik simply doesn’t have anything else to say on the topic either because we’re not meant to know the details or, more likely, he doesn’t know them. (Again, sorry Pumpkin.)

As you can see from the first part of the post, this is the beginning of a channeling session. From April 20th to be exact.

Me: How are you, Erik?

Jamie: He’s doing great, and he has his humor pants on today.

Me: That could mean trouble. Are you going give us a ride for our money?

Erik: Could be. That’s how my day’s been so far.

Me: Good! You in a good mood?

Erik: Yeah.

Me: Okay, we were talking about Bipolar Disease earlier, but I forgot to ask about those who, when they’re manic, get very aggressive and angry. What about those? They don’t seem, um, unlike the others, how could they be connected to Source during their manic phases?

Jamie: He’s giving me a visual that I don’t even know how to explain! It looks lie a person who’s stuck in a piece of artwork. It’s very dark on one side and very colorful on the other side, but the person is stuck in the middle. There appears to be a bubble or an outline where the person cannot touch the color and cannot touch the dark, so they cannot interact in either dimension or either side.

Erik: There’s nothing to ground themselves in except real dense human vibration which is anger force, jealousy. That’s where you really get a huge mind fuck. That’s where you can’t feel. You can’t feel anything, Mom. You’re being robbed of that sensation and, you know, you don’t sit around like a baby lamb and say, oh, look at me. I’m so helpless. Come hold me. Come love me. Cuz you can’t even feel that. You don’t know what to ask for except to get angry at everything, even inanimate objects. You get angry at them, and they haven’t done anything to you.

Me: Yeah. How terrible for them.

Jamie: He gives me such a cool visual. I wish I could explain it more.

Me: Well, I get a good idea. Anything else about that?

Erik: Nah. Next question?

Me: Okay, let’s talk about money. Why does money come so easy to some people and so hard to others? Does it come back to the whole thought creates reality thing? Is it a karma or past life thing? What’s it all about, Erik?

Erik: Well, if it’s a karma thing, you first have to believe in karma and you have to believe in past and future lives and believe in a linear time frame.

Me: Well, that’s true. Karma is a human construct.

Erik: Yeah, so let’s just shit on all that.

Erik: Really, it’s just wrapped into the lesson that they’re trying to grasp. It’s based on the way people perceive money. If—

Jamie (Erik): So that goes together?

Erik:—based on how you perceive money and what your lesson is on how money will play a role in your life—that same way as with relationships. That same way as how you perceive relationships is how it’s going to show up in your life again. If people love money and embrace it and have a healthy relationship, it tends to show up more often, and it can show up as gifts where it’s given to you or you work for it or as opportunities. Different, different, different ways. But those who say money comes so hard to them, that they can never make it, and they struggle in life for it, they feel like they’re being robbed or taught a lesson in life to be in poverty—trust me, even if they are in poverty, they haven’t felt it yet, because they won’t let themselves see their own reality. They keep the hope glasses and they victimize other people—”It’s other people’s fault that I’m this way. They don’t like me.” It’s just because they won’t look at themselves. It’s so true, Mom! You watch it; you see it in other people. They blame other people for exactly what they’re doing.

Me: Yes, I do. Exactly. 

Tomorrow we begin a four-part channeled series on religion and related topics written by blog member, Ash. You’ve seen her comments. They’re stellar, insightful, full of wisdom. I hope you all enjoy! Have a wonderful week.