Oh. my. god. I attended Erik’s online class yesterday: “Understanding Energy Layers and Making Them Work for You,” and it was amazing. Jamie trance channeled him, which is doubly fun. During the class, Erik read the auras of some of the members, including me, without being in our physical presence, of course. He was spot on when describing my energy layers. At the very beginning, he taught us how to see auras, and, while going through the exercise, I saw that my first layer was lime green. Later, when he talked about all of my energy layers, he confirmed this even though I never told him! That means I can be easily manipulated. Grass green, which was sort of smushed up against the lime green color, indicates compassion. It was so fun and insightful. I told Amy that Jamie and Erik ought to have a class where Erik reads everyone’s energy layers.
I went to a doctor’s appointment yesterday, and, as part of the new patient form, they asked me for my mental health history. I wrote that I had complex grief disorder and PTSD. When I went into his office, the doctor asked me why. I told him, of course. After the visit to this wonderful new doctor of mine, I sat and chatted with his business manager. She asked me what kind of doctor I was. I told her that I’m an internist. She asked me where I practiced to which I answered, ‘I stopped almost entirely since my son died, and now I write books.” She consoled me, saying that the doctor had told her about my loss and then asked if the books I was writing were medical in nature. I was cornered. I had to tell her the nature of the book. It’s always difficult for me because you never know if their reaction is going to be like, “You’re talking to the devil, you heathen!” (We all know I am, given Erik’s nature.) But I gathered up my courage and told her my story during which she felt major goosebumps. I told her that, although it might be a reaction to the story itself, Erik is known for creating that sensation. I told her that Erik often tells callers on the group phone channeling sessions or the hosts on radio shows that he’s going to give them a hug, and, shortly afterwards, they feel goosebumps all over their upper body in a distribution you’d expect from a hug. Right then, it happened to her. She felt like she was being wrapped in a cloak of goosebumps. I think our roads were meant to cross because she has lost 5 people in one year and has had lucid dreams from some of them and feels the presence of some as well. She’s very open to spiritual matters and has intuitive gifts herself. I gave her the name of the blog and hope she joins our little family.
This may have already been posted, but it’s evidence that I’m a slow learner. I’m going to blame it on PTSD (tee hee). At least I have an excuse!
Enough of that. Here’s the Best of Erik post for today.
I had the most incredible walk in the Arctic tundra surrounding our cabin. (I took a video which I’ll post on the blog when I get home.) Wow, what a Zen place to hike. As usual, I started to channel Erik, and he taught me a lot about ego versus humility. He and I are rather ego-weak. (I’m not sure if that’s a good or bad thing, but I figure it just is.) People like Erik and me seek a different kind of energy to nourish ourselves. We thrive on giving and receiving Love Energy. People who have stronger egos derive their energy from a wider range of sources: material and financial success, competitive sports, a sense of pride for personal achievements, and other ego-driven journeys and goals.
Unfortunately, it’s easy for souls like Erik and me to become lonely because we need to surround ourselves by those who are willing to receive and give love. Such people are often hard to come by, because ego-driven people are more plentiful and maybe don’t have such strong needs for Love Energy. He didn’t say as much, but I think I need to try to learn how to absorb a wider variety of energies, because by subsisting on Love Energy alone, you have to depend on others willing to both accept and give affection. With external sources of energy, you can depend more on yourself. Since I’m not a very clear channel for Erik yet, I’d love to hear your thoughts.
Me: You know, they say that all the universes are different, like membranes shaped as sheets and donuts and cylinders, etc. and that maybe sometimes these membranes collide and the points of collision created matter. Is that something that’s possible?
Jamie (laughing hard): Erik’s laughing.
Erik: Absolutely possible, Mom, but knowing how things are built is not going to give you more understanding about what you’re in.
Me: Oh, yeah. I know, but I just find this stuff interesting.
Erik: Why are people trying to focus all their energy on unraveling mysteries like that instead of understading why they’re in it? We gotta look at that.
Me: Oh, all right, then. So you want me to leave all that to the physicists?
Erik: Yeah, perfect.
Me: Okay, here’s another one then. It’s from a blog member. Is it possible to bring into our family, the Channeling Erik family, the healing talents of interested medical personel on the other side. He says, “I can see it: Medhus Metaphysical Clinic of Healing and Regeneration!” It would be cool to work together with such spirits to help heal people.
Erik: Absolutely! But ya gotta find the right channel. The channel has to have no ego, they can’t accept the healings as his or her own.
Me: I see.
Erik: If you find the right channel, trust me, healers over here would jump right into that.
Me: It reminds me of that psychic surgeon from Brazil, Arigo. Some deceased German spirit had picked out another channel before he wound up working through Arigo, but there was too much ego involved, so he backed out and went to Arigo who was just an uneducated peasant working as a miner in some remote village in Brazil. Dan sent me the book about him. It’s really good; you should read it. Anyway, Arigo was very humble, no ego and refused payment of any sort for his services. I guess that’s why he was so successful.