Crisis of Faith

Last night, I was really missing Erik, but as is rarely the case, I felt angry at him. I asked myself, ‘Why hasn’t he played any of the cool pranks or visited me like he did before, dropping Airsoft BBs from the ceiling, turning on faucets, calling me on the telephone, on physically manifesting himself in front of me?’ He’s done it before, and he does this with many blog members, so why not an occasional one for his ol’ mom? It’s not that I need proof, and it’s not like I’m constantly putting out that dense energy of expectation that might block him, so what’s his excuse? Sure, I’m lucky enough to speak with him through different medium, but he’s my son, and I want something more personal. In fact, last night I was so pissed that I told him that I wanted to scrub the whole thing and dismantle Channeling Erik altogether: no blog, YouTubes, radio show, etc. I’m doing a hell of a lot of costly and laborious work for Erik, so why doesn’t he reciprocate? I know, I know. It should be unconditional, but Jesus, please throw me a bone. Don’t worry. I won’t leave you, my other family, high and dry. It’s just me being a whiny little bitch sometimes on those days I miss him the most. Can you guys band together and tell Erik his mama needs him? 

While we wait for him to come through, enjoy these great Erik stories. You lucky dogs. 

Story #1

Good Morning Elisa! I have been reading all your entries on the CE website for a couple months now and I thought I’d let you know about my 2 encounters so far! My first was a couple of weeks ago, I was at work reading your entries all day (oops lol) when I began asking Erik for signs. I was a little disappointed not having any signs all day until I got off work…. After work I drove to the local FED EX store which I do everyday after work, well on my way driving out of the strip center where the FED EX store is I see a lamp post with a pink sign type thing with ‘ERIK’ on it in big letters. So hard not to miss and I’ve never noticed it there before. I smiled so big because I knew it was him saying “Hey I’m right here! here’s your sign! An actual sign with my name” lol! My second encounter was a week later. During the day I read one of your encounters where Erik says to talk to him and he will talk back. It was late like 11 pm or so and I was with my sister in her room. I was just laying there trying to talk to him in my head and was not “hearing” anything back. I had been trying for 10 minutes or so when I finally just asked for another sign just to know he was listening to me. I specifically in my head said to Erik “manipulate the lights”. I kid you not, 2 seconds later my sister is complaining about her phone flash light. She had her flashlight on for some reason and said that in turned off and on, off and on a couple times. I told my sister why that happened and she was amazed just as I was!

Story #2

On Jan 16, 2017 I woke up and had to use the bathroom, all of a sudden Linkin Park started playing, but it was only one verse. I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn’t even matter I had to fall to lose it all but in the end it doesn’t even matter. I woke up my husband and I said do you hear that , he says yes I said ok got tell your son stop playing music so loud in the morning, mind you it was 6 am. he wouldn’t get up so I got mad and grabbed my pillow. went into the living room and said Keegan stop playing that music. IT played again that verse over and over again. I said well if I have to wake up to music everyone in the house GET UP. Keegan was sleeping all electronics were off. Boy did I feel stupid. I apologized all day to the kids. Then I put two and two together. IT was either Erik or my daughter or both giving me the message they were here..I just wanted to thank Erik and Tara for the message, But I’m still trying to figure out if it was one or the other. Thanks Pattie

I’m pretty sure Erik and your daughter were in cahoots with this one, Pattie!

Story #3

I have been a fan of the show for a few months. I heard about Erik pranking. I decided to ask him out loud to prank me if he wanted. A little while layer I went outside to feed and water the goats. As I was filling the water bucket I heard “mom”. I looked and decided it might have been the cat (who was fighting with another cat) that he sounded like that. Then again I heard “him mom”. It sounded so much like a human I thought “is my daughter (7 years old) home early? Did her dad bring her home?” So, I actually walked around the house to see if she was there. Then I got chills because that was creepy to me. I didn’t think about the fact that I asked Erik to prank me until later. I don’t know if it was him. But, I’m curious.

Elisa here. I always wanted a baby goat or donkey!

On the righthand sidebar, if you scroll down pretty far, you’ll see two buttons: “Share Your Story” and “Share Your Praise.” Please be sure to share your Erik encounters and testimonials. It’s super easy and Erik gets a kick out of them. Have a lovely Saturday, everyone!

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  • TeenWithWifi

    Gah!, I’m trying to get Erik to contact me too, you’re not alone with this Elisa! ;).
    The fans (including myself) love you and Erik dearly, please never forget that! xx

    Edit: Forgot to mention that I asked him to reach out to you, I hope he received my message and that he pays you a much deserved visit!.

  • Lory Medearis

    Awwww….big hugs and much love Elisa! This just resonated with me, as I’m sure with anyone reading this who is a mama…feeling your heart needing that time with your child, however it is manifested. Anyone whose read the blog and knows your journey knows how strong your bond is with your boy. And what you’ve created here is beyond words and getting to continue to see him grow and help so many people and make a difference in so MANY people’s lives…I can’t imagine how proud you are. But with all that….he’s first your son and your heart… and that needs to be remembered as well. So adding my collectiive mother’s mojo with all here and in that “mom voice” that all children recognize and also putting my thoughts up and saying “Erik, go love on your mama! “

  • Karen Ryan

    Elisa, maybe Erik wants you to become a medium, up your game so to speak. You would be able to save a bundle of money if you did the readings yourself. You are probably halfway there now. Just a thought that ran through my head as I was reading what you wrote.

    • Could be!

    • M&M

      I agree, what could be more personal than communicating with Erik directly yourself and when you want to? Maybe this is his way of making you see that. I hope so, cause you really deserve to have that direct connection on your own terms.

  • T Diaz

    Elisa, I’ve always wanted a baby goat myself! You and I have that in common plus a love for mini yorkies. Did just get a kitten though 🙂 I’m feeling for you re Erik. What’s weird is that not too long ago I had a dream that you were burnt out and ending CE. I don’t really remember my dreams but I remembered that part of it. I woke up feeling really out of sorts after that. I’m glad it wasn’t a premonition and that that’s not actually the case. xo

  • JaniceT

    I wondered that too…if anybody Erik should be pranking, it should be you! I wonder why that is? I know you saw him jumping around once by your bed but that was long time ago….It really shouldn’t matter what your energy is, right? Its all about Erik and his energy to manifest the pranks… Maybe you can ask him again as to why? I’m sure there’s a lot of CB members such as I who’s never been pranked before by Erik so maybe he can let us know why some are pranked and some are not? There must be a reason…..

  • Carla Carney Pizzuti Finke

    It’s so frustrating…doing mediumship myself now…you would think I would talk to my son and fiance….but ohh nooo…everyone else comes through…but them. Reason I am given…they don’t want us to stay focused on them…to heal…let our lives get as close to normal…but I call bullshit … pisses me off too

  • Angela

    Elisa, I understand how you feel. My mom and dad have passed on and sometimes they will be in my dreams a lot and then all of a sudden nothing for a really long time. I don’t know why that is. The other night, my mom was messing with Siri. For quite awhile I didn’t know who it could be, and yes I did think of Erik. He was my first guess. But then, I started seeing mom inside my head and then I knew it had been her all along. So that was a very touching moment for me that I cherish. Mom came and hung out with me for awhile and I visited with her. I sometimes struggle with thinking I have lost my connection or something. But there’s no way we can lose that connection. Love is the bridge to them. I’m sure he’s getting your thoughts. But yes, wouldn’t it be so nice to have them make themselves known more often. I’ve even gotten upset with Erik because it didn’t feel like he was doing pranks with me like other people. But then I realized he doesn’t have to. Because I already believe he is with me and I don’t need to have those pranks done just so he can prove that he is. But I still love the funny things that go on. For me, Erik comes in more gentle. He’s very loving. And he does reassure me that he’s got my back. I know they have their lives over there and are busy doing things and learning also. But one thing I do know, Elisa. Is that they are never too busy for us. Erik is not so busy that he can’t be with you. He loves you to the moon and back and even more than that! Remember that! He’s reassurring you right now! He wants you to know that he hasn’t forgotten about you. You are so so so important to him. What you have been feeling is understandable. Acknowledge that it is alright to feel that and try to find a more general thought to help you feel better. Like I know that Erik is always with me. He is only a thought away. I love the amazing connection that I have with him. I love how he always wants to communicate with me. I love that I am aware of that connection with him and I maintain that awareness by thinking of him and sending love to him and telling him about my day. Telling him about the good times and when I am struggling. I love that amazing connection with him and it feels so good!
    With all my love,

    • I should probably ask why that occurs!

      • Angela

        I was going to ask you if there could be a segment done on that. I sure would really like to know why that happens as well. I understand it could be for us to concentrate on our lives and less on them but why? If we can still continue to have relationship with them, which is so amazing and honestly very healing. Yeah, so why? I think that with any relationship there needs to be a back and forth flow or else there really isn’t a relationship there if it’s one sided. But anyway, I’m just rambling on here.

  • Matej

    Maybe Erik is quite busy with his new girlfriend… 😉

  • Matej Hacin

    Maybe Erik is busy with his new girlfriend…

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