All About Erik, Part Three

This morning, when I opened my computer, a pop up from my iCal app announced Erik’s upcoming 28th birthday tomorrow. It was like a punch to the gut. I hate those days when I think of what could have been. I should be baking him a birthday cake, lighting candles and singing (or trying to sing) the Happy Birthday song to him, but no, that’s not meant to be. It makes me feel so sad. Even though those sad “Erik Days” are less frequent, they still occur and are intensely painful. 

A couple of days ago, I was in between the sleep and wake state when I felt this weird confusion. I know that someone I loved had died, but couldn’t remember who. Denise? No. My parents? No. Oh yeah, Erik. He’s dead. My son is dead. How could I forget? I wish it was something I didn’t have to forget. 

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And here’s the last in the All About Erik series. I was going to also post the latest radio show, but Rob, the producer, still hasn’t updated it. I think he’s really struggling over the loss of his dog, Rudy. Send him love and healing energy.

Veronica (moving hand in talking motion): He’s going like this with your mouth.

Me: I can talk.

Veronica: Talk, talk, talk, talk, talk.

Erik: Don’t be surprised if you go bigger with this mouth. Bigger with the mouth, bigger platform, bigger venue. The electric current is transmission…Erik TV.

Me: Oh ok. There’s producer, Patricia Prepared, who wants to make an Erik show.

Veronica: Ummhmm. Erik TV.

Erik: It’s there, I see it.

Veronica (motioning with hands): He’s anointing you. He hits you with the wand.

Erik: Go for it. I approve, but hold out until you get it the way you know that we would want it to be.

Me: I’ll always check with Erik. I’ll always check with you Erik

Erik: Don’t let them bastardize the story.

Me: I’d rather not have one.

Erik: Exactly. This message is too important for your mouth to not get bigger and wider. Call it, Erik TV.

Me: Ok. So is Patricia Prepared going to make it happen or will it be someone else?

Erik: She’s a very integral piece of this process. She may not be the end-all and be-all, but she is the bridge. She’s the conduit and I don’t think that she will be the ultimate decision maker, but she is sewing all the pieces together. She may be the person that goes fishing for what could happen and then it could become that way. This is a regular gig. It’s a regular gig. That’s the electricity I see you around you.

Me: Is it reality TV or a drama?

Erik (laughing): Hell No! Don’t make it cheesy mom.

Me: I wouldn’t want to do that. So it would be dramatic story of his life and after life or whatever?

Erik: A dramatic story of my life and off of that piece, will come all of these tales of inspiration and exploring why it happened. It can really give comfort in a big, big way. Mom, it’s not going to be silver screen, but it’s going to be big enough to transmit.

Veronica: He’s telling me something like Netflix or Hulu may pick it up. It could be something like that.

Erik: You already have Erik TV because of YouTube, but it’s bigger.

Me: Ok.

Erik: I definitely see bigger. I’m ok with the energy of Patricia.

Me: Good.

Erik: We will talk about that privately. I’m ok with her.

Me: Before I forget, because that’s where my mind is. There have been a couple of YouTubers, mediums; one – I won’t share her name – I saw this video where she is healing Erik and he has a very dark side because of his suicide. Almost like a demonic energy. She had a recent one where she awoke with a terrible smell from him and that cannot be angelic energy because an angel would not give off a terrible smell like that. Things like that. Another guy said that Erik dishonoured God source by taking his life, he has a dark side. What d you think?

Veronica (laughing): Do you really want me to say that?

Me: Go a head.

Erik: Fuck them!

Me: Oh good! I was thinking it was their human filters, but also their religious filters. This whole thing about suicide being taboo.

Veronica (still laughing): I can’t believe he’s just said to me, you‘ve gotta say it. So I hope it’s okay I said it.

Me: I’m totally used to his cursing.

Erik (hands in the air): Slow your role. Slow your role.

Me: To them or to me?

Erik: To them. What is the angel thing about? What does he mean, cause I ain’t no angel. I never was and never will be. I mean that in the most literal sense. Mom, c’mon. I don’t want you to absorb the toxicity of those people. Delete, delete, delete, delete.

Me: Okay.

Erik: Killing myself, that does not make me go to hell. It does not make God love me less. That’s bullshit. God doesn’t work like that.

Veronica: This upsets him. This is his second major platform. Okay. Not that he’s an advocate or proponent.

Erik: Don’t get me wrong, it’s not the way to go.

Me: He’s made that clear.

Erik: Religion is toxic, but if it brings you comfort and you want to say it to yourself, go be it somewhere but don’t bring it near me.

Veronica: He’s not religious. Did he do religion?

Me: No.

Veronica: Yeah. Erik, this upsets him.

Me: I was raised, for a little bit, Catholic and my great uncle was Cardinal of Spain for the love of God. That’s so funny. I was told by Erik, from a sprit perspective, suicide is just another way to die.

Veronica: Yeah

Me: The human side is quite different. It is taboo, it’s upsetting.

Erik: There’s no law. There’s no rule. There’s none of that. If you want to get “religious” about it and you want to talk about Jesus Christ and the son of God and the incarnation, everyone of us that are born, are the incarnation of the Christ energy because we all come from the same freakin’ father.

Me: That’s true. We are all whole and part of God, like a hologram.

Veronica: Totally like he said in the beginning. We are all a hologram. We all have our egg basket.

Veronica (putting eggs in a basket) to Erik: Yes, I’m showing her the little egg basket.

Veronica: We are going around collecting our eggs.

Erik: It’s just a belief that you can only affect change because you have a human body. That’s just a belief and it’s not even something that’s true. Because here I am with these billion people following me and I’m affecting it. I’m a teacher from here.

Veronica: I happen to be a teacher from here, you’re a teacher from here.

Erik: End of story, that’s it.

Me: There’s no dark side to you?

Erik: My dark side was my personal health.

Me: That was when he was alive.

Erik: Totally.

Me: He had a big dark side.

Erik: The dark side over took me. We know there were reasons for that, points to his head, but no, there is not dark. But now to clarify, you must always have an opposite. Everything has an opposite. If there is good or light, there must be dark, but it’s something that must be dabbled in and practiced. It doesn’t just take you over. You cannot call it on yourself. If you constantly have dark thoughts. If you constantly do evil things. If you are living in the dirt. If I go out and I live in the dirt and I play in the dirt or the dark, I’m going to be the dirt or the dark. Yes there are dark people.

Me: Are you saying there’s dark side to you? You dabble in the dark, Erik?

Erik: No, absolutely not.

Me: That’s a human thing?

Erik: Yeah. That’s a human thing. Absolutely, a human thing.

Veronica: He wants to protect you and isolate you form that stuff.

Erik: People who hurt other people, are so wounded and so broken. People that make comments that are unfavourable, are people that need our love and on their way.

Me: Oh yeah. Send them love. This girl who thinks she is healing Erik. What is her M.O. and the same one who said he cannot be…

Erik (rubbing fingers together)

Me: Money?

Erik: It’s about money.

Me: Does she look down on Erik? Does she look down on you?

Erik: She’s riding my coattails. There are going to be people that are going to buy her, literally and figuratively. They are going to buy her and then there are going to be people that are going to be into what you are doing over here. Notice mom that I didn’t ‘say buy you, because you are not about being bought.

Me: I don`t take any money for anything I do.

Erik: But the dark over here that`s the true dark.

Me: Well Erik, you could not possible have a dark side and be doing all the good you are doing to save people, literally and figuratively.

Erik: You see the world, the way you are.

Me: Ahhhh

Erik: You see the world through your own lenses and when someone chooses to see the dark…

Veronica (becoming emotional): I almost want to cry. He’s really adamant about this.

Erik: I’m not a dark person. I don`t have dark energy around me. People need to know who have lost people to this way, that they are good people who just made a choice.

Me: Yeah…yeah.

Erik: I am a loving, sweet, fine, happy soul.

Me: He is.   A mother, knows her kids energy.

Erik: I found my sneaker!

Me: Aww you found your sneaker. Hopefully, it smells better than the ones in your closet.

Veronica: What an amazing human being. What a beautiful energy.

Me: Anything else you want to share? You of course or Erik?

Veronica: He’s tired. He said we are going to talk. We have a lot in common.

Erik: I have so much more to share. I love that you are doing this. I want to talk about past lives at some point with you. I know you’ve done some things.

Me: We can always do more.

Erik: Go deeper. Go deeper with it. I’d be happy to share what I know. I’ll be the tour guide.

Me: The afterlife with gun and camera, sounds good. Alright girl, well you guys I will put on this YouTube, her website and how to get in touch with her and I will call you right back.

Veronica: Thank you.

Me: Bye. I love you Erik.

Erik: I love you mom.

Thanks, again, to Cassandra B. for transcribing this! Check out medium, Veronica Drake, HERE.


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  • Aylin

    Happy 28th Birthday Erik 🙂

  • selina cecil

    Erik: “Religion is toxic, but if it brings you comfort and you want to say it to yourself, go be it somewhere but don’t bring it near me” I love it, love it, love it!!! I was having this conversation in my head yesterday morning…crazy! I just love Erik! He’s been an angel and godsend to those of us who have gotten to know his spirit through channeling. A co worker/friend of mine murdered her 10 year old daughter then herself in a murder/suicide. She was a good person and loved her baby girl with all of her being but something went horribly wrong. Some people who knew and didn’t know her were quick to judge and persecute her. She had just escaped an abused marriage. We may never know the full account but I choose to honor the person I knew by the way she lived, not the way she died.

    • How tragic! It would be interesting and healing to interview her daughter and her. Maybe it was a contract?

  • BalbuenaCruz Family

    I can’t imagine the pain you must go through each year, but it’s amazing all the people you have helped by sharing his message, including myself. It’s hard to believe I’m two years older than Erik would have been, somehow he sounds a lot wiser for his age :).

    I was intrigued by your videos and how you set up your channel differently, not asking for sponsorships, donations, or even ad sense was definitely different and made your channel stand out. The video that touched me deeply was “the spiritual side of abortions” because Jamie mentions miscarriage and how that soul will stay there for the mother. After having gone through a miscarriage 4 years ago, it was something I carried deep down inside. I remember feeling such a huge load off me that night as I was heading home and listening to your videos. It’s helped me tremendously and I haven’t stopped watching sense!

    What you’ve been through has been horrible but I hope you can take some comfort in thinking of all the good your son has done for people all over the world. Happy soon to be 28th bday, Erik! Btw, I love that you spelled his name Erik with a “K” haha. I’m Erika and am constantly having my name mispelled with a “C” haha.

    • That all helps to heal me.

      • BalbuenaCruz Family

        I am very glad you read this and to see your response. I have so much admiration for what you do, I don’t think I would have that courage. I recently submitted a couple questions to Erik and it helped me a lot to feel like I wasn’t alone. I was also told theres a high chance the baby I’m carrying now maybe transgender. I havent been able to sleep well thinking of all the mental and physical pain those individuals go through and how as a parent, we can’t change certain things. Going back and listening to your videos and audiobook only made me respect you more . Listening to his story about his disorders and how he took his own life made me put myself in your shoes as a mother. It’s a fear of mine and most parents to see our children go through something like that and not be able to help them. I kinda wish I didn’t know that about this baby because I know it will be in my mind for years but know that your story gives me strength in so many ways. Happy birthday to your boy! We not only share a similar name but we’re both September babies 🙂

  • Cll

    Happy birthday Erik! Im sorry abby normal is a big turd nugget…:)

    • T Diaz

      i can’t help but giggle at this 🙂

    • I think she means well. I just don’t like my son being compared to a demon. He can be a little devil but not a demon.

      • Alba Kambouris

        No, she’s a controversial on purpose to get more viewers…people love drama…She channeled Lucifer ….very great way to get Attention…money is her reason…if she wanted to help Erik she could had contacted you privately. Common sense right? Loving? No….

      • I hope that’s not true but it probably is. I prefer to think the best of people and be disappointed now and again rather than think the worst of people and be miserable all the time. Hard sometimes!

      • Alba Kambouris

        You and Erik help so many and I watched that reader and I was disappointed in her and I was hoping you didn’t see her comments. Don’t give anyone power to hurt you….people aren’t always wonderful being human nature ego base ..they are not about love and respect and I wish I could say more. I was very hurt by a “Light Worker” …I was very sad Jonathan’s 2nd Transition date…..and this person replied to me “It’s not all about you”. This person is a friend and it felt like a bullet in my heart I know it’s hard just delete delete delete. Blessing we love you….Erik, Adam K, and Jonathan are helping now….Erik is my hero

      • I try not to read the comments. There will always be trolls.

  • Kristen Swain

    I’m so sorry Elisa, you have sacrificed so much for the greater good. Be gentle with yourself in those moments of grief!! Happy birthday Erik <3 <3<3

  • Marina Nelson

    Happy birthday Erik! So much love to you. You’re doing an amazing job as a guide and a healer – I don’t know where I would’ve been without you and your mother’s help after the loss of my son Alex. Spiritually I’m so much stronger and share love easily now. Your work is so empowering. Wishing you a wonderful birthday!

  • CJM

    I’m so sorry for your pain, Elisa. Thank you so much for your selflessness in running this site and sharing Erik with us. Erik has come through for me during readings and I consider him one of my spiritual supporters.

  • T Diaz

    Elisa, Sending loving thoughts your way in your grief. I loved this Erik channeling, and I say to him both Happy Birthday and Right on, Bruthah!, especially about his viewpoint on religion that selina mentioned below. I’m really glad you asked him about Abby Normal and the other dude who dissed our dude. It’s so interesting that your gr8 uncle was the Cardinal of Spain and your father was an atheist! My stepdad is a minister but a respectful one, and we just agree to disagree on some things. Also, another big black dragonfly flew around me this afternoon while I was having a heart-to-heart with my honey, and I told him that it might be Erik giving us kudos for honest communication. You never know! 🙂

  • Marts

    The 21st of September ay! Happy bithirday Erik! And how’s this, Lenard Cohen shares this same day, Hallelujah!… And me too!
    Thank you Erik for my garage door birthday prank today to mate! Door goes up door goes down x3… rock out some guitar riffs with ya a little later on Erik!

  • Grant

    Happy Birthday, good buddy Erik! Love you, Elisa. Thanks for sharing your guy with all of us.

  • A G

    Happy Birthday Erik! You have been a messenger of hope and strength for many. Sending love, light and healing to you Elisa and your family during these times of sorrow.

  • Alba Kambouris

    Division for me has always been the Evil of Humans….I grew up in the Housing Projects….poor very poor…as i began dating I NOTICED: If the guy I DATED had parents of means, they said she’s poor, If the guy had parents that were Jewish or Italian again I was scrutinized for not being that. If you had ideas that differ you were unintelligent so on and so on. So, as I grew up I spoke against DIVISION OF any kind, lost friends even experienced isolation because i stand for UNITY …..Learn to Delete and disassociate with those who Divide. Thought my children that in the UNIVERSE we are one and they love and are loved in return. What hurts us we must disagree with absolutely…like Erik said delete delete delete Much Love and Respect

    • Raven15

      Thank you Elisa for everything you share with us. Happy Birthday Erik love Janis xo

    • I wonder what your spiritual contract is and what you are here to learn or teach–or both!

      • Alba Kambouris

        I plan to get a reading from Sara Kuzawa I will ask her my spiritual contract to learn or teach. I know I am an Empath…I am learning to block the negative energies without closing my heart….a psychic called me a “wounded healer”. I know for sure I a Mother first ….
        I do get how those FB post can knock us down….it is a very physical pain in the heart and gut…..Remember Erik has your back …but remember to ask him for help. Thank you for connecting to me. I am trying to give you space you have so much going on….Take care we need you….With Love and Respect

      • Awesome! Let me know how it goes!

  • Alex J Campbell

    God bless you. You’re among friends here.

  • Yeah, they pretty much suck.

  • Sending you love and prayers on that day. I’ll put it in my calendar!

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