This one gave me chills.
My name is Julie and I wanted to reach out for a while , but I didn’t know if this was really something that would be helpful or not but I felt prompted today to share my story with you I’ve been a person that has been trying and tempted to get out of this world for a very long time my first suicide attempt was at the age of 13 I am now going on 36 .I have probably attempted suicide over 10 times in my life the most serious was whenwas 21 I ran my car into a telephone pole at 80 miles an hour had a near-death experience and stayed that didn’t really give me hope it just made me want to leave even more. I have struggled for years to stay in this world and have fought and fought and fought to be here to feel loved from my inner being to find my connection with source and you’re probably wondering what this has to do with Erik but it does about a year ago I had a dream that I was in my Art Studio (I’m an intuitive artist )and in that dream under a pile of pictures of the past was a shiny silver gun I put the gun to my head and before I pulled the trigger I heard Erik say that it wasn’t gonna hurt at all it was like it was just like waking up and I pulled the trigger and I heard the bang and nothing happened I was still standing there and I thought what the heck is going on here and suddenly I see (from the third person perspective )the back of my head and my body fall to the ground and I woke up forever knowing what it was like to die. Since then i realize that I am here for a very important reason and that was a taste of what would happen and that truly I am this Consciousness and not just this body but I wanted to let you know that I listen to all of your YouTube videos and they do give me peace,and I feel that I was prompted to send this for a reason and thank you for all of the work that you’ve done and know that you are helping people and that Erik has touched so many people and I appreciate you and for receiving this.
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