You may find typos or spelling errors in this entry, but again, I didn’t have the stomach to proofread it. Sorry. Me: Who was the first one to meet you? Erik: Well, hell, I can’t even remember. Me: Was Denise (my sister) there? Aunt Denise. I think she was also there to greet you, right?…
Erik Describes His Own Death, Part Two
Tomorrow, I have surgery on one of my eyes early in the morning. I think I’ll be able to post something, but if I don’t, you’ll know why. I’m having the other eye operated on the following Tuesday. Wish me luck! Maybe I’ll finally not drive at night with sweaty palms! Meanwhile, here, Erik continues…
The Best of Erik: Death
It’s been a long time since we’ve visited those posts where Erik talked about his own death and death in general. In this three part post, you’ll notice how different Erik is now compared to how he was then. Part One: Grasping for contact of any sort with a lost loved one is natural. Years…
Please Help
Here I sit in a Kroger parking lot typing this on my phone hoping my CE peeps can help me. Erik put a bullet through his brain at 1:20 P.M. almost three years ago on October 6th. Around that time, I can’t be in my house, because I imagine him sitting in that chair with…
Sexual and Childhood Abuse
Before we delve into this topic, I’d like to ask you all to submit any questions for Erik you may have that are general, not personal. I know there are a lot of newbies who may want to know more about topics we’ve already covered, and Erik may know a great deal more about them…
Ted Bundy’s Victims, Part Two
Before we embark on the eye-opening journey through the words of Bundy’s collective, I’d like to ask you a small favor. As a surprise for Jamie, I’d like those of you who can to write a little something about what she means to you. After all, she has given our Erik a voice, and for…
Ted Bundy’s Victims, Part One
I hope you find this interview as powerful as I did, because it addresses a subject that you and me struggle with daily: forgiveness. A woman, one of Bundy’s victims, graciously agrees to speak for the rest of his victims, bestowing many invaluable pearls of wisdom. Me: I thought it’d be interesting to interview one…
Channeling Ted Bundy, Part Two
I’m sorry Jamie and Erik’s channeling conference call filled up so quickly, guys. I think it was only a matter of hours. I’ll see what I can do to get Erik and her to host another one sooner than usual. Here’s the final part of Ted Bundy’s interview: Me: Yeah. I know this may be a…
Channeling Ted Bundy, Part One
Let’s start with the positive: Thank you all from the bottom of my heart for the wonderful birthday greetings. I wish I could have replied to all of them! I so enjoyed my weekend camping in San Antonio. It was so relaxing. I hope you all had a wonderful weekend too. Now for the creepy…
Fear of Death
I don’t know why I felt hell bent for leather to ask this question of Erik. Maybe one of you can help me figure that out. Me: Now, I don’t know why I need to know this, but before you killed yourself, weren’t you a little bit afraid that there would be no afterlife? I…
Channeling Jack the Ripper, Part Two
Y’all be sure to like and share the YouTube video. We have three dislikes from trolls that need to be counterbalanced! Here’s the link again: http://youtu.be/e9SdiMjfJLs Jamie: So he was trying to find the source of what told the body to create the electrical signals that made life. He’s still resting his fingertips on the…
More Information on JonBenet’s Murder
Although I didn’t publish the details out of fear for personal safety, I’ll (nervously) share that the story below is exactly in keeping with everything Erik said about the case. Wow. Patsy Ramsey http://www.rense.com/general11/benet.htm I really, really want all of you to consider reading Eckhart Tolle’s book, A New Earth. Erik told me to read…
Channeling Buddy Holly, Part Two
Enjoy part two of Buddy’s story! Me: Can you tell me a little about where you are in the afterlife? What do you do there? What are your surroundings? Buddy: I’m with my family. I’m with other friends. Even though I have a personal liking to the music and the power it holds, there are…
Channeling Buddy Holly, Part One
Hello, my sweeties. Let me toss an idea out to you. I have lists of famous people to channel divided into these groups: Pop culture icons (which I’m doing now) The infamous (and downright evil) Historic figures and leaders Religious figures and leaders Famous artists, scientists, writers and composers Famous animals (Rin-Tin-Tin, Secretariat, etc) Various…
My Daughter’s Post
Please be sure to read my eldest daughter’s poignant entry in her world-renown blog, PrettyShinySparkly. Although her blog usually covers all things light and beautiful, today’s was all about her heartrending experience two years ago. http://t.co/vSavrHEQ Be sure to read the comments too.
Happy Homecoming, Erik
October 6th. Two years ago. Lives ripped apart forever. This day is hard for me. The memories. Even driving down Echo Lane this morning brought back that time when we were speeding home in response to Maria’s phone call, everyone screaming at the tops of their lungs. Even opening the front door to water my…
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
At long last, I’ve been urged (strongly) to seek treatment for my PTSD. Okay, we’re talking major arm twisting here, because I’m a typical mom who feels that everyone else’s needs must be addressed and nurtured before I tend to my own wounds. So, with five kids, a husband and friends (including cyber friends), I…
Missing a Loved One?
Many of you have found your way to this oasis of hope by following a trail of tears. Many of you grieve. Many of you have suffered under the heavy burden of loss. You find camaraderie here. Understanding. Unity. Friendship. Compassion. But it doesn’t replace the son, daughter, lover, friend or sibling that is no…