Post traumatic stress disorder

Self-Sabotage, Part One

Self-Sabotage, Part One

I can’t lie. Yesterday was not easy. Yet another birthday without my son. These dates, his birthday and death anniversary, really never seem to get easier. There’s still so much sadness in my heart as I light the candles he’ll never blow out and sing that song that he’ll only hear from that invisible realm he’s in. I…

Crossing the Abyss

Crossing the Abyss

I can’t help wonder, yet again, how the universe presents us with these incredible synchronicities. As I edit this segment, the next in queue, I realize that only recently a daredevil crossed the span of Niagra Falls on a seven ton tightrope. Read on an see what I mean. Erik was particularly rambunctious in this one….

More on Twin Souls and Twin Flames

More on Twin Souls and Twin Flames

Quick update: My EMDR therapy for PTSD is really, really working. I so recommend this form of therapy for almost everyone. Maybe everyone, I don’t know. I truly believe we all have had varying degrees of trauma and it affects our success in career, relationships, parenting, spiritual progress and personal well-being. If you have any questions,…

Channeling Carl Sagan, Part Three

Channeling Carl Sagan, Part Three

I don’t know how I forgot to publish this. It was supposed to be the entry for Thanksgiving. Sigh. Mark your calendars, Peeps. This Tuesday the 29th at 7:00 P.M. CST, Erik will once again be interviewed by Sheila Gale on her internationally renown radio show, The Sheila Show. Here’s the link: http://InstantTeleseminar.com/?eventid=24454047 Be sure…

Induced After Death Communication

Induced After Death Communication

Many of you have asked about IADC, induced after death communication. Developed by Dr. Al Botkin, it’s based on EMDR (eye movement desensitization and reprocessing). EMDR uses bilateral stimulation, reproducing REM sleep with horizontal eye movements to treat post traumatic stress disorder. Purely by accident, Botkin discovered that during EMDR sessions, some of his patients…

Channeling Jimi Hendrix, Part Four

Channeling Jimi Hendrix, Part Four

Before Jimi takes the stage, I’d like to share a request for prayers and healing energy from blog member, Tony. Please help in any way you can for this darling child of God. Hi Elisa, I hope all is well with you. I was hoping you might be able to post on your site a…

Happy Homecoming, Erik

Happy Homecoming, Erik

October 6th. Two years ago. Lives ripped apart forever. This day is hard for me. The memories. Even driving down Echo Lane this morning brought back that time when we were speeding home in response to Maria’s phone call, everyone screaming at the tops of their lungs. Even opening the front door to water my…

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

At long last, I’ve been urged (strongly) to seek treatment for my PTSD. Okay, we’re talking major arm twisting here, because I’m a typical mom who feels that everyone else’s needs must be addressed and nurtured before I tend to my own wounds. So, with five kids, a husband and friends (including cyber friends), I…

Erik on Drugs (But Not Really)

Erik on Drugs (But Not Really)

This is sure to generate some heated debate! Channeling Transcript Me: Is marijuana bad? Should some or all drugs be legalized? (Pause) Me: This whole thing at the border between the U.S. and Mexico has got me very concerned, so I’m wondering if we decriminalize certain drugs if that would help. When we criminalize things…

Losing a Loved One

Losing a Loved One

To lose a loved one is pure agony. When you lose a child, your grief is compounded exponentially. When you lose that child to suicide, your grief is multiplied to unbearable levels. When that suicide is violent, you become a POW in a private war, tortured mercilessly day after day. In my desire to show…

Energy Blockages

Energy Blockages

My father has been suffering from influenza and now has post-influenzal staphylococcal pneumonia. If you can, send him the energetic healing he needs. Time to recharge those frickin’ lasers and aim them at his lungs! Thanks guys! Channeling Transcript Me: Okay, here’s another one from a reader. When we dream about those who have died,…

Erik Plays with Arley (and Other Cool Stuff)

Erik Plays with Arley (and Other Cool Stuff)

Dang, it’s so hard to come up with a suitable title when the entry is about all sorts of random stuff, but hopefully the following will offset the sucky title. A couple of days ago, I was talking (through Jamie) to Erik about one of my daughter’s grief and anger issues. Like I mentioned in…

Sex, TV and Who’s on Top

Sex, TV and Who’s on Top

Before we begin, I’d like to update everyone on the state of grief in the family. Erik’s siblings are finally allowing themselves to feel anger and sorrow. For the last year, most of them have taken comfort in the attitude, “He’s in a better place and no longer suffering. I’m happy for him,” but now,…

Hippie Communes, Girlfriends and Location, Location, Location

Hippie Communes, Girlfriends and Location, Location, Location

First of all, I’d like to thank everyone for bearing with me. I guess we bereaved have to have an occasional maintenance meltdown. Sometimes I feel like a pressure cooker. I busy myself every day so I can dismiss grief’s bony finger when he beckons me to wrap myself in his dark, heavy cloak. Every…

Erik’s Death, Part Two

Erik’s Death, Part Two

This is the continuation of Erik’s description of his death and the events that occurred in the moments that followed. Erik: Then I felt pulled. It felt like I was being pulled from the back of my shoulders. Not pushed, but, it’s kind of what I would imagine water being moved up a straw would…

Erik Describes His Death in Detail, Part One

Erik Describes His Death in Detail, Part One

This part of the channeling transcript was not at all easy for me. The graphic memories, the heartache, the sense of loss, it all flooded back to me like a tsunami of dread and despair. For that reason, I’ve transcribed just a portion of Erik’s description of his death. The heart can only endure so…

A Time for Miracles

A Time for Miracles

As many of you know, grief hits the bereaved in waves. Over the weekend, with my mind uncluttered and free of the menial tasks of the work week, sadness poured into the open door like an unwelcome visitor who refused to leave. At my lowest point, Erik intervened with acts of merciful love. He saved…

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