Note: In this session, Erik needed the help of my guardian angel, Veronica. Me: Alright, I’d like to get a little clarification on the concept of evil and demonic spirits. I’ve had some tell me there is no evil, that all is Love and all is good. So, are we dealing with semantics here? Are…
Please Help
Here I sit in a Kroger parking lot typing this on my phone hoping my CE peeps can help me. Erik put a bullet through his brain at 1:20 P.M. almost three years ago on October 6th. Around that time, I can’t be in my house, because I imagine him sitting in that chair with…
Happy Birthday, Erik!
Today, I’d like to devote this entry to my beautiful son. I’m so proud of you, Erik. In three years, you’ve accomplished so much to make the world a better place. You’ve brought wisdom and love to us all. I’m so grateful to call you my son. I wish you were here for me to…
Can You Really Be a Pompous Ass in Heaven, Too?
Before we begin this typical Erik topic, I’d like to make a few announcements: 1) I’m very excited about the response to the San Diego event. If anyone has any questions, please ask them in the comment thread or email me at emedhus@gmail.com. I know one reader asked about bringing children along. I’m not sure…
Children and Suffering
My mother was moved to rehabilitation for her hip yesterday. It looks like a great place. Wish us luck! Please forgive the lack of editing here. If there are glaring boo-boos, I would appreciate the heads up, though! Erik: You know what, Mom? I kind of find it funny now that when people—just the spiritual…
Lucas and the Baby
As promised, here’s the second post for today. I think this is such a sweet, sweet story. I sure hope it brings a smile to your face that carries you through the long holiday weekend. Me: There’s this little boy, Lucas, who is the child of one of the blog members, and he got really…
A World in Change
I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend. I sure enjoyed a day of rest Sunday. I pretty much did nothing. Not even contemplate my navel. But I have discovered one thing in my respite: Being idle is not always easy for those of us who grieve. That empty space seems to suck up the darkness,…
Grief Mind Chatter
It’s been over two years since Erik’s death, and although my grief is not one of constant despair, every day is still a struggle. I’m wondering if those of you who still mourn the loss of a loved one experience a particular phenomenon I call “grief mind chatter.” Let me explain. Every morning when I…
What Erik Means to Us
Before we embark on this topic, I’d like to make a couple of announcements. First, Jamie and Erik’s next small group channeling session is scheduled May 3rd, and I’ll let you know when the sign up page it on her site. Second, this is my birthday weekend (yes, they keep on coming) and we plan…
Erik’s First Suicide Attempt
Many of you expressed an interest in knowing more about Erik, including his suicide attempt several months prior to his eventual death. As hard as it is for me to re-visit the experience, perhaps the details will give clarity to the pain from which he suffered. In the wee hours of the morning, Erik came…
Fear of Death
I don’t know why I felt hell bent for leather to ask this question of Erik. Maybe one of you can help me figure that out. Me: Now, I don’t know why I need to know this, but before you killed yourself, weren’t you a little bit afraid that there would be no afterlife? I…
Duke’s Mixture
Here are several questions posed by readers back in September. Sorry about the lack of editing but I’ve been hit by a major grief tsunami. They come and go and are part of life’s landscape now. You know how that can be. No pity required. It just is what it is–and unwelcome houseguest that never…
R.I.P. Ben Breedlove
I went camping in one of the state parks Sunday and Monday, and the minute I entered our camper, my eyes lit on a bit of sparkle. It was confetti from a New Years Eve party we had there in 2009–the last New Year’s party Erik enjoyed. It was not there when we closed up…
Erik Breaks Down
As you’ll see by this post, losing a body doesn’t mean you lose your emotions, your ability to worry and to grieve. On the flip side, they can still feel love, something Erik does best, as his grave marker (and I) can affirm. Channeling Transcript Me: Gosh, I don’t think we have time to interview…
More Information on JonBenet’s Murder
Although I didn’t publish the details out of fear for personal safety, I’ll (nervously) share that the story below is exactly in keeping with everything Erik said about the case. Wow. Patsy Ramsey http://www.rense.com/general11/benet.htm I really, really want all of you to consider reading Eckhart Tolle’s book, A New Earth. Erik told me to read…
A Potpourri of Topics
Here’s the initial part of our channeling session from June 10th. Will I ever catch up? Actually, transcribing these sessions is very healing for me, because it’s like yet another conversation with my sweet son. Channeling Transcript from June 10th session Me: Hi Jamie, how are you? Jamie: Doing good. How are you? Me: Great….
Overlooked April Session
Looking through my recordings, I realized that I neglected to finish transcribe the tail end of the last session in April. Wow, it’s like finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat pocket! YAY! Channeling Transcript Jamie: Erik is the only spirit I’ve channeled that razzes me all the time! Me: Oh, that’s so him….