Great news, guys! Kim and Heather are going to allow people to buy tickets just for a single day for the NYC event. I tried to make changes to the code for my site, but it’s not working so you can go HERE to check it out.

So far, none of you have come forward with stories about connections with the Other Side for film maker, Max Carlson. If you have one and are willing to be filmed for his documentary, could you email me at emedhus@gmail.com?

As you know, Texas is being slammed with torrential rains. Poor Arleen’s birthday pool party is tomorrow so everyone pray for sun!!

Enjoy the second post of our interview with my Higher Self. If you need to for reference, read the last part of Part One. 

Me: True Self Elisa, why did you choose a life full of so many losses, not just Erik, and so many hardships?

Kim: She’s talking specifically about what you went through with Erik.

My Higher Self: It wasn’t just to teach you about spirituality and to open your mind to it, but literally the way you used that in itself to help thousands because that is a part of your purpose—to share that story because it’s so relatable to so many people. That’s why you also have that as a part of this experience. You then knew you would share that. That would be your window to spirituality—

Kim: What she shows me is basically you having followers. So many people follow you because they can relate. They’re going through the same thing.

My Higher Self: Because of your bravery—you’re brave enough to share what you’ve been through. A lot of people would be paralyzed.

Me: I think it would take more bravery not to. I mean, to me, it’s easier to share and open myself up than to keep it inside and let it fester. It seems like that would take a lot more bravery or effort maybe.

Kim: She smiles really sweetly, and she got really bright.

My Higher Self: That’s why this contract is for you.

(Pause)

Me: So what else does she look like? Does she look like me, Kim?

Kim: I see physical features that are similar to you, but I see more of the aura. On the inner parts, it’s white and then it’s blue, and then it’s pinkish-purple.

Me: That’s what I was told. Somebody read my aura or several people have, and they say that. My aura has pink and blue. What does that mean?

Erik: I’m bigger than you, Mom.

Kim (laughing): He wanted you to know that!

Me: Okay.

Kim: Like in height and in girth.

Me: Yeah, I believe it. Size matters. Size matters with guys.

Erik: Thank you!

Kim: Okay, so the colors. What do the colors mean?

My Higher Self: The pink that fades into this purplish lavender represents your window to spirituality. This represents the spirituality in you. People who aren’t as spiritual are going to have darker, warmer colors, not dark as in black or negative but deeper in tone. Your tones are very pastel looking. The blue is your sense of self meaning you are connected to your Higher Self. You have a strong sense of who you are.

Kim: Oh, that’s interesting! I didn’t know that!

My Higher Self: The white represents your source, your closeness to Source.

Erik: Duh. It’s the Divine.

Kim: And now Erik, uh, he’s Erik!

She laughs.

Me: So, do you hang out with Erik very much?

Kim: It’s funny because they’re looking at each other trying to decide who wants to go first. I guess they’re both going to answer. Erik comes to your Higher Self a lot for questions, for answers, for guidance—

Me: Right now or all the time?

Erik: All the time. There’s constant companionship, constant communication.

Me: Aw, awesome!

Erik: That’s why you hear me, Mom. It’s like—

Kim: Okay, he’s giving me a visual. Down here there’s a rectangular thing with plants. (She waves her hands down low.) And up here (she waves her hands up high) there is a water source and these tubes that the water trickles down to nourish the plants. So Erik connects to your Higher Self, and that information trickles down.

Erik: That’s how you hear me, Mom.

Me: That’s how I hear him? Channeling myself?

Erik: Yes, and that’s how you know I’m with you. That’s how you hear me, you see me, you feel me. It’s when I come into your Higher Self.

Me: Ah, interesting! That’s fascinating!

Erik: Those who have the ability to attain and maintain their connection with their Higher Self will be able to hear me or any other spirit better.

Me: Oh!

Erik: Especially on the Other Side because if we’re in contact with your Higher Self and you’re in contact with your Higher Self, you’re going to make that connection much easier.

Me: It’s like a telephone line!

Erik: Exactly. It’s like a telephone line.

Me: How can people connect more strongly to their Higher Self?

Erik: Mom, it’s easy. Complete self-acceptance.

Me: That makes sense.

Erik: When you begin to criticize yourself or judge yourself, you are separating from your True Self, your Higher Self, the true essence of you, and the more—especially women. Men have a higher ability to accept themselves for who they are where women don’t. Women are much more critical of themselves.

Me: Yeah.

Erik: So if you find yourself able to accept every flaw that you have that you don’t really like, meet yourself there in that acceptance and that’s when you’re connecting to your Higher Self. Higher Self doesn’t judge. Higher Self doesn’t need any of that information. A tiny amount of ego is needed to distinguish a sense of self and that’s about it. All that other stuff is wrapped around in ego, and that separates you from your Higher Self.

Me: Yeah, I don’t have much of an ego. I love all my flaws. I laugh at them. I trip all the time; I pull on doors when I should push; my mouth runs away with itself before my brain can catch up so that I say the silliest most nonsensical things that you can imagine, so yeah, it makes people laugh.

Kim: Good, because you and I will be like this when we’re together.

She crosses her first two fingers.

Me: Yeah!

Kim: I’m the type of person who falls up the stairs!

Me (laughing): Me, too! So, True Self—what do I call you, actually? What’s your soul name? I mean your spirit name, if you have one.

My Higher Self: Me. Don’t think of it as anything but you because that will create a feeling of separation like, “It’s not completely me because that name is different.” So think of it as yourself, me.

Me: Oh, yeah. That makes sense. Okay. One last question before we close. What do you think about our boy, Erik? Aren’t you proud?

Kim: You know what she says? She’s very emotional. Very, very emotional. She’s giving a lot of love, and you know how she described him in one word? Sustainable.

My Higher Self: He’s able to self-sustain.

Kim: Okay, this is fascinating.

My Higher Self: Because of his purpose—

Kim: Erik stepped out [of the room] completely because he wants her to be the only one present to answer this. Interesting.

Me: Oh! He’ll start blushing, that’s why.

My Higher Self: Because of his energy and his purpose and the type of energy he is, he’s very high like archangel kind of high.

Me: Wow!

My Higher Self: That kind of energy in itself is self-sustaining. The type of energy he has is very close to God Source. He’s achieved that because of his purpose, his diligence and his dedication. His intentions are completely selfless.

Ringo starts meowing loudly.

Kim: I hear those cats.

Me: Ringo, be quiet! He’s such a baby.

My Higher Self: His purpose is so grand and on such a large scale that he is able to sustain himself.

Kim: It’s like he doesn’t—I’m not really sure where she’s going with this.

My Higher Self: He doesn’t need any outside energy to sustain himself energetically.

Me: Wow, interesting.

My Higher Self: Very strong. Very powerful. Very selfless. I cannot believe, from where he was in his physical life and his emotional development, how far he’s come and where he is now.

Me: Oh, god.

My Higher Self: This change? You don’t see it often here. Typically, when spirits go through what Erik did on the physical side and pass the way he did in a tragic way, there’s an immense amount of recovery and rehabilitation that needs to happen, but Erik went straight to Source. He knew what his intentions were and what he wanted to do. He went straight to God Source to heal himself so that he could continue to help people. You don’t see that often here.

Me: Aw, I’m so proud of Erik.

Kim: He’s blushing. He came back in, and he has a hat on, and he put it down real low.

Kim laughs.

Me: Oh, that’s amazing, Erik. No wonder you do so much good for so many people. Well, thank you other Elisa, main Elisa, whatever, true Elisa. We’ll talk again.

Kim (patting her chest): She’s giving love.

Me: I love you, too. I forgive you for throwing me in the hot skillet!

Kim giggles.

Me: I’m just kidding.

My Higher Self: It’s all for the greater good. You’ve done well.

Me: All right. Well, thank you, and thank you, Erik, for bringing her in and for being who you are.

Erik: I love you, Mom.

Me: I love you, too.

Erik smiles.

Me: Thank you, Kim. Guys, I’m going to list information about our upcoming tour starting in June in Denver. If you want to talk to Erik and watch Kim trance channel him—we’re going to talk about so many interesting things. It’s going to be life-changing! So be there or be square.

Kim: I can’t wait!

Me: All right, guys. Bye-bye!

Kim: Bye-bye!

Have a wonderful weekend, peeps. I love you all!