To start, I think that I’ve landed on this blog not by chance. I was looking for guidance. A part of me knew that there is more to life than what everybody’s teaching us. You have to understand I grew in a strict Catholic family, graduated in a Catholic school, where I took Theology classes for years. While that’s alright and all, I felt like “This can’t be it.” I have so many questions…and then I found this blog.
I’ve been trying to meditate recently and have been asking for signs from my guides, wanting to know their names, for Erik to let me know that he can be my friend, he’s there, even if I’m gazillion of miles from the US. I wanted my spirituality to grow, I’m afraid of ghosts, knowing my future, having other people know things about me, and yet, here I am, pouring my heart out in the group, reading the blog every night, talking my guides and Erik in my head, hearing some responses through dreams and all but of course, I didn’t really know if I was making it all up.
I wanted to know if it’s really them. And I’m not making it all up. I have a really big imagination, so I know I’m capable of creating things in my head. Lol!
Been trying recently, I think I’ve been missing the signs so I asked for something more concrete. So this morning I was asking for a sign from my guides and Erik if they’re are there, watching me, guiding me. I just realized I haven’t listened to music for weeks (I’m a musician so that’s weird), so I decided to play my itunes and thought “the next song will be a sign that you’re there” and the song “You Know My Name (Look Up The Number)” by the Beatles played.
Can you just imagine the smile on my face after hearing the song? Felt light entering my body and some goosebumps too. Definitely not making these up. The song is so frank, simple and perfect! And very funny too! Felt like it’s Erik’s way of doing things. Thanks Erik and my guides. I’m looking forward to connect with you better real soon 🙂 Thanks for making my day!
