On October 6, 2009, my 20-year-old son Erik, took his own life. Since that sad and tragic day, an overwhelming sense of grief and despair propelled me into a search for answers. Answers that would provide me and others with comfort and hope. Some of those answers came from the many books I bought, but many came from an unexpected source: Erik himself. Read more.


Welcome New Visitors

Dear Reader, Although Erik sometimes paints a rosy picture of the afterlife, time and time again he stresses that suicide is not the answer to one’s problems. If you struggle, please understand that the information in my blog and my books is no substitute for professional help. Please click here for a list of resources...

Out of the Darkness and More

Here are some heartwarming stories of how Erik has helped so many. Remember that if you need help, all you have to do is call on him. If you do have an Erik encounter or a testimonial to share, please, please do that. The “Share Your Praise” and “Share Your Story” buttons are on the...
Things have changed!

Erik on Technology

I’m so sorry we had to cancel the radio show last night. I hope all of you got my last minute message on the blog and all my social media and didn’t stay on the line forever waiting. We’ll be on the air next Thursday, though. So here I am in the beautiful Texas Hill...

Channeling Dolores Cannon, Part Two

Enjoy Part Two of our interview with Dolores Cannon! Me: Yeah. Well, let’s go on, and we’ll try to keep these really brief because I didn’t realize that so much time has passed! What was your spiritual mission? Dolores: My spiritual mission was to feed the soul of humanity. Me: Ah, there we go. Of...
Dolores Cannon

Channeling Dolores Cannon, Part One

I’ve had so many people over the last couple of years ask me to interview Dolores Cannon. I hesitated because I really didn’t know anything about her except for the fact that I have one of her books collecting dust on my nightstand entitles The Convoluted Universe. Then she started hanging around Robert, clearly wanting...

Mindfulness and Grief

Happy Monday, peeps. I hope you all had a great weekend. Mine was spent doing the usual errands, taking care of my grandson, Easton while Michelle was doing her clinicals in the hospital, and hanging out with a lot of Channeling Erik members. When I take care of Easton, it makes me wonder how I...

Two Great Stories

The Houston area CE get together was so much fun. One person drove all the way from Dallas and another all the way from Alabama just to join in the fun. First we had a great lunch at The Corner Bakery. Then we all went to my house for wine and homemade cookies from Sara...

More Erik Pranks

Story #1 I was in the kitchen with the iPad and the iPhone. Had a podcast playing on the phone. I opened the daily CE blog on the iPad and a song started playing. Just like before. I decided to quickly check my music app as I had found some songs. I had not downloaded...
What a magnificent animal


Yesterday’s radio show was great. In fact, I think each week, they get better and better! The topic was about the nature of fear and how we can overcome it. Erik went into great detail and shared some very profound insights, so much so that we’re going to continue to talk about this same subject...
Me in a Couple of Weeks. Haha.

Erik’s Incarnations and More

Oh my god, I’ve done kickboxing every day this week, and I’m so sore! Yesterday’s class was really fun. We all started singing, “This girl is on fire!” And then the teacher asked us to say one thing we like about ourselves. There were answers like, “my eyebrows,” “my bootie,” and “my arms,” and then...

The Presidential Candidates

Quick announcement: We’re one month behind on the Ask Erik magazine column because Kim was so busy with traveling for the tour that she wasn’t able to channel the answers from Erik, but we’ll make the November 1st deadline and you’ll have the results shortly after. The next time I call out for questions will...

Humans 101

I think my grandson, Easton, sees Erik. In fact, he and Erik probably got together before his incarnation. I’m sure Erik warned him, “Brace yourself, dude. That family is cray-cray!” So yesterday, I felt Erik next to the couch while I was holding Easton. Then Easton reaches out in Erik’s direction and starts laughing. Just...

Intentions vs. Expectations

Damn I worked my butt off this weekend. I had four bougainvilleas, one large lantana and a medium sized palm to transplant from pots into the ground. I was missing my best shovel, so I had to dig through the notorious hard-packed Houston clay with a skinny little spade, cut roots that were in the...

Erik Makes the Rounds

Enjoy these great Erik encounters! Story #1 I had an Erik visitation dream just before Valentine’s Day last year (2015). In the dream I was at a party for Erik at Elisa’s house. How I knew that, I do not know. I just did. The party was really small, it seemed to be almost all...
Erik proudly wearing his "Pappa suit"

Go, Erik!

I noticed this in my drafts folder, so I guess I completely forgot to click on the publish button! By the way, I forgot to tell you guys that on Erik’s death anniversary, my poor husband was also struggling. He was going down in the elevator to head for home and was recalling the time...
Creepy Clown

More on Being Single

Every Wednesday, I meet Arleen at her school for lunch. I always have a great time talking to her friends, too. We play this game where I spin a fork or something and ask questions like, “Who loves Barney and wants to marry him,” or “Who likes to drink their own pee.” Whoever it ends...
What a mother never should have to see

Channeling Omar Mateen, Part Four

I hate this, the worst day of the year. The day I lost my boy from the physical world. All morning I’ve been looking at the clock thinking, ‘He has 4 more hours of life,’ ‘I have 3 1/2 more hours with him.’ It’s just terrible, and year after year, it gets better but excruciatingly slowly....
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Where to Begin

If you're new to Channeling Erik, I recommend you read the backstory first. Then, I suggest you start with the very first post. In doing so you can follow my journey just as I did, through the inexplicable, inconceivable, and yet utterly undeniable surprises that I have encountered since my son''s death. Welcome.



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