On October 6, 2009, my 20-year-old son Erik, took his own life. Since that sad and tragic day, an overwhelming sense of grief and despair propelled me into a search for answers. Answers that would provide me and others with comfort and hope. Some of those answers came from the many books I bought, but many came from an unexpected source: Erik himself. Read more.


Welcome New Visitors

Dear Reader, Although Erik sometimes paints a rosy picture of the afterlife, time and time again he stresses that suicide is not the answer to one’s problems. If you struggle, please understand that the information in my blog and my books is no substitute for professional help. Please click here for a list of resources...

Attention Span, Part Two

I can’t believe my daughter, Kristina, has her last day as an anesthesiologist tomorrow! It seems like only yesterday that she was in preschool. It seems like only yesterday that she graduated from Brownie to Girl Scout, then from grade school, middle school, high school, college, medical school and residency. Twenty-six years of education! Now,...
Gonna need a bigger cake!

Polygamy and More

With the U.S. tour having such a smashing beginning, I’m already getting excited about our next one in the U.K. If we can find a cheap one, I’d love to host it in a castle. There are several that offer themselves as idyllic venues. Thank everyone for giving me ideas for cities. Now let’s narrow...

Attention Span, Part One

As I said, the Denver CE Event was a smash. I remember a couple of you volunteered to take our video footage and edit it into a montage, but I can’t remember your names? I really want to share the experience with the rest of the CE peeps, so could you email me at emedhus@gmail.com?...

Erik Keeps on Helping

I’m pleased to report that the first CE event in Denver has been a huge success. People have become lifelong friends and many have said that the experience was life-changing. I was looking at some of the photos on the CE Mediums Facebook page and the CE Facebook group, and I could tell the energy...
Come visit me!

Erik Makes His Rounds

Apparently the Denver Channeling Erik Weekend is going very well. I had to stay in town for my daughter’s going away party, which was suddenly rescheduled for next weekend because her husband had to go out of town! So I could have gone all along! I really miss being a part of the audience. I...
Recreation of Homo Naledi from a Skull

Homo Naledi

I’ve been reflecting on the last 6 years and how things have evolved. I felt such deep grief and despair those first few years, even as I received the signs that served as evidence that Erik might still be alive. Having conversations with him every week or two has helped me forge a new relationship...
Black-Eyed Children

The Black-Eyed Children

Just a friendly reminder: We need more people to sign up for NYC and Chicago to secure the venue, so if you’ve been procrastinating, today would be a great day for you to register for what are going to be two amazing and life-changing events. Click HERE to access the tour page.  Also, don’t forget...
Nowhere Else but Earth!

Life is a Football Game

One of my YouTube buddies told me I should take 5 minutes a day when it’s nice a quiet and just clear my mind and meditate. Do any of you guys have trouble doing that? Right now I have four kids, two grandkids, my husband, four dogs and four cats living under my roof, so...
Someone needs to carbon date this guy!

Li Chien Yuen

Looking toward our event in NYC the last weekend in July, I’d like to ask anyone who intends to go and hasn’t purchased tickets yet to do so so that we can pay for the venue. If Kim and Heather don’t get enough in ticket sales, they will have to cancel it! That would be...

Erik Steps Up

The last radio show has a lot of EVPs on it that are very clear. If you click HERE, you’ll go to the YouTube version of the show and the first few comments will give the timestamps for the voices. Let me know what you think the voices are saying. They definitely weren’t present during the...

Praise for my Boy

I’ve been spending the last two hours listening to my daughter and her husband working on a compromise on what to do today. Nick wants to go to the beach with his friends, but Michelle just wants to hang out at the house. I’ve never heard two people argue about one subject for so long,...
The Lighter Side of Prince

Channeling Prince, Part Three

Last night’s radio show was very illuminating. Erik discussed the three tragedies in Orlando and connected us with little Lane Graves, the toddler who was killed by the alligator at Disney World. He gave us a lot of advice on how to deal with the negative in the world and all the global trauma. I’ll...

Channeling Prince, Part Two

Good news! We found a cheaper venue for the CE event in Sedona, so we’re dropping the price by $100! For those of you who have paid, you’ll receive a refund by the end of the week. I encourage you guys to attend this very special long weekend. For one, we’re going to take a...

Channeling Prince, Part One

I know many of you have watched the Prince YouTube, but sometimes you glean something different from text, so please enjoy. And please keep sending love, prayers and healing to the victims of the recent shooting as well as to their friends and family.  Kim: Hello there! Me: Hello there, Ms. Babcock! Hi, Erik! Erik: What’s...

Erik, Erik, Everywhere

My heart is broken for the 50 lives that were snuffed out this morning in Orlando. It’s broken for the wounded, some of whom may also lose their lives. It’s broken for their friends and families, and it’s broken for my country because of the intolerance for the way others live their lives and for...
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Where to Begin

If you're new to Channeling Erik, I recommend you read the backstory first. Then, I suggest you start with the very first post. In doing so you can follow my journey just as I did, through the inexplicable, inconceivable, and yet utterly undeniable surprises that I have encountered since my son''s death. Welcome.



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