On October 6, 2009, my 20-year-old son Erik, took his own life. Since that sad and tragic day, an overwhelming sense of grief and despair propelled me into a search for answers. Answers that would provide me and others with comfort and hope. Some of those answers came from the many books I bought, but many came from an unexpected source: Erik himself. Read more.

Crisis of Faith

This is actually old, like from 11/4/17! I forgot to click the Publish button! HAHA! Last night, I was really missing Erik, but as is rarely the case, I felt angry at him. I asked myself, ‘Why hasn’t he played any of the cool pranks or visited me like he did before, dropping Airsoft BBs...

Angel’s Touch

Here’s another post I forgot to publish. It’s from over a year ago!! Story #1 Hi Elisa, I know I’ve submitted an Erik Encounter before. This just happened and I have to let you know. Not intending to post it, I just want you to know. 🙂 I call angel’s touch from heaven. I just...

An Afterlife Interview with the African Slave Collective and Harriet Tubman

This subject is dear to my heart because I feel like this part of American history, along with our decimation of the Native Americans, is a horrible blight on our collective conscious. That’s why I petitioned (with little or no results) to replace Columbus Day (honoring a genocidal narcissist who didn’t even discover America) with...

My Baby Journey

Here’s another story for which I forgot to push the publish button! I love this story from a blog member. It’s also timely since my daughter just brought her brand new baby girl home from the hospital a couple of hours ago. Welcome home, Harper Lee Braly! I am a twenty year old and my...

Erik Pays a Visit!

We’re planning on spending Memorial Day at the house, hosting a swim party for Arleen’s 11th birthday! Little does my husband know that I bought a Slip N’ Slide for the party as well as a huge inflatable floating mat. He’s going to be pissed! He hates those things because they’re hard to store and...

A Dramatic Healing of a Woman Who Was Never Loved by a Mother

Sometimes I can relate to this wonderfully loving woman, Suzy, because my mother had her Mommy Dearest side. She often told us she wishes we were never born, called us little shits while gritting and gnashing her teeth or beating us with her hairbrush…when we were as young as 6 or 7. It’s weird, too,...

Where to Begin

If you're new to Channeling Erik, I recommend you read the backstory first. Then, I suggest you start with the very first post. In doing so you can follow my journey just as I did, through the inexplicable, inconceivable, and yet utterly undeniable surprises that I have encountered since my son''s death. Welcome.


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