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A lot of you made comments about the weird rings over Disneyland being nothing more than smoke rings. Watch this video. I don’t think smoke rings would slowly move across the sky without changing shape. The same wind that would move it would alter its shape. And smoke would dissipate rather quickly. 

Today’s post is an interview with my Higher Self. Some people might refer to it as the “oversoul.” I learned a lot from what she shared with me and think everyone should speak with their own Higher Self. It allows you to discover and reconnect to your spiritual mission and gives you a sense of who your authentic self really is. 

Kim: Hello!

Me: Hello, Kim Babcock. How are you doing?

Kim: I’m good, Elisa. How are you?

Me: Good! Everybody out there, I had the honor of meeting Kim’s lovely children, Cassie and Cade. They are so adorable. Now my grand daughter is like, “Oh, can I Skype with Cassie?”

Kim: I know. Cassie has been saying the same thing.

Me: That’s awesome.

Kim: Yeah, we’ll have to do it again!

Me: Yeah, absolutely. Hi, Erik. How are you doing?

Erik: Hi, Mama.

He blows me kisses with both hands.

Kim: He’s blowing you kisses.

Me: He does like to blow those kisses! And we have this one.

I bring Bella up in front of the screen and kiss her tummy.

Kim: Aw, there’s that baby! I love that face.

Kim laughs.

Me: All right, Bella. Stay off of my keyboard. Well, today I thought it would be fun—well I don’t know if it will be fun, but a lot of people have been telling me that I should channel my Higher Self. I’m almost afraid to. I feel like bitch slapping her for putting me in the position she’s put me in! Can you channel a Higher Self?

Erik: Yeah. Who, you?

Me: Yeah, me.

Erik: Pull up your Higher Self?

Me: Yeah.

Erik: You can always channel anyone’s Higher Self whether they’re physical or nonphysical.

Kim: I had my first experience with that yesterday.

Me: Oh, really? Tell me!

Kim: Yeah, I have a recurring client—Hello, Cynthia, if you’re watching—and she wanted to connect to somebody, and you know it’s interesting because without that person being present in the session, Erik will only allow so much to come through so as not to invade privacy, I guess.

Me: Aw, that’s sweet, Erik!

Kim: But it was good! It was really helpful for her, and after the session, she left me feeling inspired to keep doing what I do.

Me: Okay, cool. Well, let’s bring in Elisa, the Higher Self. I hope it doesn’t thin out my brain or make my IQ drop 100 points.

That might put it in the negative.

Erik laughs hard.

Kim: It’s so funny, when he laughs, he puts his hand on his chest like this—

She puts her hand on her chest and turns her head to the side.

Kim: –and he’s kind of like laughing.

Erik: Phew, are you ready for this, Mom?

Me: Yeah! I gotta bone to pick with her!

Kim and Erik both laugh.

Erik: All yours.

Me: What do you see, Kim? Do you see anything or is it just a feeling.

Kim: I do. I see—I’m shaking because the energy is so, phew!

She takes a deep breath.

Kim: I have to get a feel for it before I describe, but I can tell you what I see. It’s a mix of pink and blue, almost lavender looking. I feel—this is the best way I can describe it—intimidated by the wisdom like, “Whoa!”

Me: She has it all then. Dang! Share a little bit, girlfriend!

Kim: Okay, so she’s starting to talk about the different dynamics of her, you. It’s really hard because she’s talking with pictures so hold on.

(Pause)

Kim (laughing): This is so weird!!

Me: It is weird. You know, I think everybody should talk to their Higher Self!

Kim: Everybody should!

Me: Everybody out there, book a session with Kim and channel your Higher Self to see what’s up.

Kim: It’s pretty amazing when people do. She’s talking about the different accomplishments within the soul that you’ve already achieved and what you’re continuing to learn and work on.

My Higher Self: Time and space are real things right now in your head. Figuring out time and its correlation with the space that it’s in is where you are in the learning process of your soul right now. Figuring out not necessarily where you belong but more so—

Erik (laughing at Kim): Why are you so intimidated?

Me: It’s just little ol’ me!

Kim: It’s so funny, but it feels so big and powerful.

Me: Well, that’s what Higher Selves are like, I guess.

Kim: She’s just talking about feeling—

We’re interrupted by cats hissing and growling at each other. Ringo and Bluebell, at each other’s throats.

Kim (Laughing): I can hear it!

Who can’t? Everybody in the Greater Metropolitan area of Houston can.

Me (Setting Bella down on the floor): Go, get ‘em. Get ‘em!

Kim: She’s talking about the relationship of time and space and you being in it and what that means to you in this physical life.

My Higher Self: You’re here in this physical life to learn, no, not to learn—to experience the different dimensions, and it’s testing you. You’re pushing yourself. “How far am I going to go?” You’re pushing yourself with crossing the veil back and forth.

Kim: You know what it feels like? It feels like astral travel, coming in and out of the body.

My Higher Self: And each time you push yourself a little further. You test a little further. Your scientific mind is working on grasping that in itself with time and space related to it. (pointing a finger to her temple) You’re very analytical in the way that you think about things. You’re figuring out the way that you can travel through dimensions or even change things with energy. You’re working on and fascinated with quantum physics.

Me: Mm hm.

Kim listens to what my Higher Self says next and makes a comment about it.

Kim: This is really bizarre because this was going through my head last night.

Me: Of course the word “bizarre” connected with me is not a stretch.

Kim laughs.

My Higher Self: A larger purpose for this incarnation is about you sharing with thousands of people, the way you were raised, in that militant atheist background, and having life experiences propel you into the complete opposite.

Ever the rebel.

My Higher Self: That, in itself, is that stretch I was talking about—pushing yourself further to experiment, to believe that you experience—

Erik (soothing her): You’re doing good, Kim.

Kim: Thank you.

Me: Aw. Your little cheerleader over there.

Kim: He’s such a doll baby!

My Higher Self: That also in this incarnation is really important to you because you needed to experience and have the conditioning of the atheist background and have that as a part of your foundation to be able to—basically, I see you as an onion, and all these layers start to come off because –

Kim: Okay, now Erik is chiming in.

Erik: Finding the True Self by shedding all the layers that have been put on you, the way that you’ve been raised, the way that you’ve been conditioned—you basically have to shed all that to find who you are.

Erik and my Higher Self: That’s the process that you’ve gone through.

Kim: It’s funny because your Higher Self and Erik are speaking in sync. So, they’re saying the same thing at the same time.

Erik and my Higher Self: You intentionally came in with that, knowing that you’d be raised with atheists and their thought processes and then—

Kim: You know, it’s funny, because Erik makes me feel like free will came in as this huge window, and that’s when you started to shed those layers and really truly find who Elisa is.

My Higher Self (pointing to her heart): Elisa knows who Elisa is. Through that shedding those layers, you know more deeply who you are. You’ve connected more deeply to yourself.

Me: That’s true.

My Higher Self: But unfortunately—

Me: Uh oh.

My Higher Self: –it’s just what you had to go through to get there and that’s the loss of Erik.

Erik: No, don’t use that word! She didn’t lose me!

Even sassing my Higher Self. Boy.

Kim laughs.

Me: The physical Erik.

My Higher Self: Exactly.

Me: Did I have to do it that way? And did I have to have an extremely abusive childhood to peel back those onion layers? No wonder I cry all the time! Onions!

Kim (chuckling): You’re an onion!

My Higher Self: You didn’t have to.

Great. Now she tells me.

(Long pause)

Kim: This is one of Erik’s favorite things to talk about. Can he get on a soapbox for a minute?

Me: Sure, go ahead!

Kim: Okay, because this is one of his favorite things to talk about.

Erik: People are so concerned with their destiny and falling off their path before they get there. Ultimately, no matter what you’re destined to achieve in life—that’s your contract—free will can change the colors of that path.

All through the session, Kim has been clearing her throat.

Erik: So, no matter what you were supposed to achieve, Mom, if you’re shedding the atheism or what have you, you could have learned that through any avenue. You can’t change what destiny is for you in your contract. So it could have been different, but it was what you chose.

What was I thinking?

Stay tuned for Part Two Friday! Before we close, I thought I’d share our session with the 911 terrorists.