Joseph’s Question

While I know I have plenty of reasons to be happy, and I know people love and care about me, and I haven’t tragically lost anyone close to me, I just feel so incredibly miserable. Like my soul is broken or lost, like I fucked up so bad in my life (and/or possibly others) and that karma or something has me trapped with unbearable loneliness, fear, regret, indecision, and a sense of dissatisfaction with my life and everything I do, there’s just little joy in anything and it never lasts very long. I have no real career or relationship and I’m drowning in massive debt. Sometimes I just feel kind of “over it” and would just assume go home if I can, as long as I don’t have to be the one to end it. However, sometimes I feel like I have unfinished business here, but I have idea what that is and just can’t muster the strength it’s going to take to finish it. So I guess I’m just looking for help in finding out weather or not I’ve still got work to do here, and if so what that is. Or if he can help get me out of here and back home where I belong, where I can find true peace and love.

I also want to say that I completely understand if you can’t get to my question. I also worry about you burdening yourself with the many desperate hopes and pain people have come to you with since you’ve bravely written this blog. Be sure to take care of yourself too okay.

With love,

Joseph

Channeling Transcript

Me: Okay, let’s see. I have a question from Joseph. He’s living in Boulder Creek, California and is around 33 years old. He says he’s just miserable. It’s like his soul is broken or lost. He’s plagued by loneliness, fear, indecision, regret, and he doesn’t get any joy out of life. He’s wondering if he still has work left to do here.

Erik: Yes. Yes, Joseph does. He does have work still to do there. Joseph isn’t depressed, cuz depression is more like a chemical breakdown in the body and the physical body just can’t make those chemicals to find the joy in life anymore. Joseph is spiritually depressed.

Me: Okay.

Erik: Here is a man who, deep inside, knows there’s something greater, but he doesn’t know the steps and the path to travel to get there.

(pause)

Me: Okay. Any advice for him, Erik?

Erik: Yes. I would hope that Joseph would start reading.

Jamie (giggling): He’s laughing.

Erik: Reading a few books would help him understand that he’s not in this alone, you know, with this feeling.

Jamie: He’s showing me three books. One is white and small. It kind of looks like a poem book or a—it’s gotta be something like “Immanuel?” (sp?) It’s channeled work, question and answer style, a poem book. Immanuel, Emmanuel, something like that. It looks kind of older. It doesn’t look brand new.

Erik: This will help him answer some of the emotions he’s having.

Jamie: He’s showing me a dark book. Oh, that guy! Michael something.

Me: Michael Newton?

Jamie: Yeah, he’s showing me that book. It’s got like stars on it, a picture of space?

Me: Journey of the Soul, Journey of Souls?

Jamie: Exactly. He says that’s it.

Me: Okay.

Erik: That one would teach him about the in between phases and might jar his memory about what Joseph can remember. Joseph will get the best success from past life regression..

Me: Because he’s forgotten what blueprint he made for this lifetime?

Erik: You’re right, Mom. That’s why he feels lost and like there’s something right at this fingertips that he doesn’t know how to reach. That’s because he doesn’t know what it is.

Me: What is he meant to do?

(pause)

Erik (chuckling): I’d like to say Joseph is meant to have this incredible job on Earth, like as a famous spiritual leader or something, but his job is very simple. It’s an everyday kind of a job, but it puts him in the path of people that he can affect. Joseph is a powerful catalyst, a spiritual catalyst. He has the power to transform others.

Me: Wow!

Erik: His job is to help people understand that they are greater than the human being they think they are. But first, Joseph has to learn this about himself.

Joseph’s Response

Thanks so much! I’ve been anxiously waiting to hear from you. Your response is fascinating, I can’t wait to see the transcript! I don’t know what book the first one is, but I’ll keep my eye out for it and pick up Journey of the Soul.

I think I know what Erik means about being spiritually depressed and forgetting my plan. But I also kind of suspect I know what my purpose is, it just seems so audacious and crazy, so I’m just not sure. And I don’t believe I have the experience, knowledge, energy and courage to do it right and be successful enough to make a big difference. I also have to decide weather to chase another dream/idea in front of me that I’ve been working on, which could also make a difference in the world, and is much more feasible. Maybe I’m meant to do both, hopefully my guides can help me figure it all out. I have a session with Kim on 9/3, I’m really looking forward to it, but I don’t know if I can wait that long because things seem to be happening right now and quickly; like a very important meeting I have today with someone I randomly met the other day, this person has the capacity to help me and my ideas in a HUGE way. But I guess everything happens for a reason, so maybe I need to wait for some reason or another before my path seems clearer.

Thanks again, I really appreciate what your doing and taking the time to help me. Please let me know when you get that transcript, I’m really curious to see it 🙂

Joseph