Before we check in with Terence, which I’ll do in a separate post, I’m sure many of you have heard about the most recent CE drama that has catapulted me into a deep depression, something I’m vulnerable to as you can imagine. I could barely function today, but am fighting hard to lift myself out of it. I will succeed. I always do. I thought we were finished with all this nonsense. Drama only seems to occur when I confront (diplomatically) someone who I suspect might be exploiting my son. Several mediums approached me and said that the admin (whose name I will not mention out of unnecessary and unearned respect) of the Facebook group, Erik’s Spiritual Team as well as the website, eriksteam.com, has been charging them dues to be a part of the “team” in exchange for her promoting them. They’ve been upset that no significant promotion has taken place and they wonder how much of their money actually went to website hosting. They were also upset that she created so many rules for the Facebook group but didn’t feel like she had to follow the same. I asked the admin about it and she said it all went to the site, but I told her I was confused because web hosting through A Small Orange costs $25/month. I thought maybe I could help her with the budget and also confirm or deny the suspicions of those who approached me for help so I asked her to send me her income and expense report for the site. She agreed. But before I knew it, I received a notice from Facebook that I had been removed from the Channeling Erik Store (which wasn’t at all successful anyway,) and the Erik’s Spiritual Team group had been removed. She also canceled the Denver CE event and the website, eriksteam.com. My husband discovered that she had moved to the Facebook group, “All Light Workers United” and said that she wrote a post full of defamatory statements, lies and things taken out of context. I want to express my side here because she blocked me from the group, therefore not giving me the opportunity to defend myself. I replied very respectfully to some of the comments through my husband’s Facebook profile and she cut him off, too. Thankfully, he took some screenshots of the conversation. See below:
So there we have it. Now for my take: I never had a fall out with Heather. And actually, she came to my house not that long ago. If Heather had something against me, I know nothing about it. Plus, I didn’t know anything about the Channeling Erik Mediums until someone pointed it out. I have a plug in that posts to all Facebook groups and pages that have the phrase, “Channeling Erik” without my even knowing its existence. Also, I wasn’t happy that mediums I knew nothing about were channeling my son. If there are bad ones, then that places the reputation of me, my family, Erik and the CE brand at risk. Of course I have the right to vet them, but in the end, the admin in question convinced me that she knew them well and would vet them herself. In January, a medium on her team channeled Erik, saying to the sitter, “Your pussy is blowing up your vibrator.” Okay, he would never say that and he confirmed that both on the eBoard and through two of my vetted mediums. As far as the conference in Denver, no one told me about it until after the plans were set, then they asked me to be keynote speaker which I eventually declined. I NEVER disavowed the conference on Erik’s Spiritual Team. I never “slammed” the conference and I never “demanded” anything, including P & Ls from anyone. I did suggest that a donation to the CE cause would be nice to make an equal exchange of energy, but said that even if it was only $1, I’d be okay. And about making a ton of money? Tickets, pretty pricey ones at that, were being sold, and if my son is on the marquee, I have every right to know where that money goes. I also NEVER said they don’t have integrity or respect for my son. As for the statement, “We do our best to be a support for her and Channeling Erik but she continues to give us grief?” Where is that support. They’ve done nothing to support me and have only profited on the back of my son and my grief. The profit doesn’t bother me. The fact that I had no say-so on the quality of the mediums channeling Erik and the lack of transparency to where the dues were going DOES. And some of the mediums are terrible. In one comment under the post, one “medium” said that I disrespect Erik because I keep pushing for a TV show and he doesn’t want it. It’s actually the complete opposite! I don’t want the headache but he keeps insisting. This was garnered through the eBoard therefore without human filters. And people made snide remarks about how “3D” I was compared to them. Ugh. I have reviewed all the PM’s between this admin and me and they substantiate what I’m saying here. That has been the only way we’ve communicated. Her attach stems from anger and fear at being caught, presumably, with her hand in the cookie jar. And to sign the end of the post with love and light? Please. So if any of you mediums want to channel my son, I’d be glad to vet you, but you must respect my reasonable wishes to have at least some semblance of how my son is used. This has been confirmed with Erik.
I think the admin and others forget how this all started. I suffered an excruciating tragedy that still breaks my heart. I think about that and him every day. In fact, three days ago, I recalled the moment I placed my ear against his still chest listening to complete nothingness. I always loved listening to my children’s chest, completely overjoyed by the magic of their hearts beating, but the quiet in my dead son’s chest was deafening and horrific. Yes, I laugh and seem joyful on the YouTubes, but I still suffer more than you guys probably know, so I don’t need this callous disregard and exploitation of my pain.
That said, my family is sick of this. They want me to pull the plug on all of it. It’s not good for me or them to have these heartless people kick a person when they’re already down. Please take the poll:
