Lately I’ve had a few emails that gave me pause. Some of them recounted how difficult it is to share Channeling Erik with friends and family members because, not only are they skeptics, but they actually suggested that the entire blog might be a scam. Others confessed that at first, they thought I was insincere…a phony. Nobody would do such a thing without a price. Of course these people are all lovely and are very loyal members but still, it makes me wonder: How many people hold these same belief? And why does it bother me so? Where is the lesson that I am to learn?
The thought that anyone might think I would exploit my son’s death is very disturbing, second only to losing him. That’s why I don’t accept and have declined many offers for advertising revenues. I don’t get any kickbacks from psychics and in fact pay for their services just like anyone else. Jamie has offered to extend her services to me for free, but I have declined. I pay for each session and every event just like everyone else. In fact, Channeling Erik costs me a lot of money every month, but for me, there is a selfish motive. In a way, it keeps Erik alive on such a conscious level, it’s like he never left my arms.
Now, we’re entering a new phase that includes services from Jamie and others: phone channeling conferences, Channeling Erik events, etc. Naturally, this places me at risk of having my motives misunderstood further, even though I am not compensated for any of this. Yet, on the other hand, the phone channeling conferences provide an opportunity for many to contact their deceased loved ones and to seek help for personal life dilemmas at a much lower price than if they were to have a full session with a medium.
As the blog membership grows exponentially, I know that this will become an ever-increasing quandary. That sickens my stomach a bit. I know that if the blog, Erik and I ever become known on a more public level, this will only get worse. What can I do to avoid being in the limelight? I’m not comfortable there. What can I do to ensure every knows my heart is pure and that I love–and I mean Love– giving of myself to all of you and to Erik? Any advice from you, my second family, would be greatly appreciated.
On a lighter note, take a look at this fascinating technology that adds just that much more proof that everything, including us, is energy.
http://youtu.be/kQ4a_Gu49SA
