Enjoy Danielle’s second piece which she has accompanied with a song from the Tiger Lillies.
Sister’s Blues
I will share with you
everything I know.
The tender heart
ripped from its root.
Icy winds
make the body shake
& quake
and squawk
like a deranged
& rabid animal.
Fury’s acid sets the eyes
green, the soul
fills with pus-
I grow fangs
and chomp
through glass
dishes- I swallow
the shards of wishes
that will never come true
can never come true
because of you.
You I blame
and fling
your pure bone
of memory
against the door
frame. You you you
I stomp on the matter
you spewed & sprayed
all over the carpet
what have you done
but cut down
cut through this mother
& whole family
choked the mother’s
anger down her throat
her eyes distended
lips white with
no breathing.
She’s in her body
but her spirit
is removed
just like you
You you you
Who Have Blown Your Ego Up
all over this house
in every room
a giant, over sized Bill Board
dwarfing our own lives
making them seem small
& inconsequential
However can we/ I
stand up to you?
Somewhere, somehow
I must reach down
inside the unknown
of my self
inside the hole
where my heart used to live
and pull up
the courage,
its ghost twin
slippery, red
in hand, its imaginary afterlife
pulsing in tender, strong rhythm
and face the forest
that looms
in back of your
life- for that is
still mine, ours- still here
in the flesh. Our right
to grapple with intimidating
nature and all its grandeur-
To take on that struggle
the struggle of a human
being in the denser world.
And when I have wrestled
with this time & time again
& gotten stronger
perhaps there will be an opening
for you standing somewhere
on the periphery
and perhaps you will be
breathed -slip into my regenerating
heart
once again
after the wave of anger
Boils, freezes, melts, subsides
drifts & billows into strength.