I had a wonderful visit from Erik yesterday. While I was transcribing a session, I felt his presence more strongly than I ever had before and saw his image in my mind’s eye. He was wearing blue jeans, a white wife beater and a cap with the bill turned askew. Then I felt strong goosebumps on my left thigh. I waved my right hand around in the area I knew he was in and my hand became tingly. I moved it outside of the area to the right, and the tingling stopped. I moved it back in, the tingling resumed. The same thing happened when I moved my hand in and out of the area to the left, so I got a feel for the size of the space he was occupying. I also felt a weird texture where Erik was. It felt denser than air and a little, well, rough. Impossible to describe. I asked him to lean over for a hug and gave him one. It was so wonderful and touching. My heart swelled with both love and longing. Funny, he was with me, but I couldn’t have missed him more.
This is a transcription of a YouTube video. All my sessions go to YouTube now. I was amazed by how many people came forward to express that what Erik said is very healing. Many people suffer from grief and guilt after having an abortion, so it’s heartwarming to know that my boy was able to help them find some measure of peace.
Me: Erik, let’s talk about something that’s a little bit timely and topical, abortions. You know, these Planned Parenthood videos were so disturbing to me, and my first question is: Should we be selling fetal remains?
Jamie (shaking her head, puzzled): I’m sorry. What are they doing?
Me: They had undercover agents or people, I don’t know, posing as someone who was going to buy fetal tissue, and you hear, “Yeah, yeah. That’s the brain.” “Oh do I hear the skull cracking?” “Yeah, that was the skull cracking.” One tapped the baby and the heart would start beating again, so they’d kill it. “This is how much a kidney would go for. This is how much a liver would go for.” So, should we be doing that or is it okay for stem cells and all that?
Jamie: Well I, obviously, uh, I don’t watch the news.
Me: I know.
It interferes with her channeling.
Jamie: I stay sort of underground, which is fortunate, but kind of unfortunate.
Me: Sorry.
Jamie: No worries. Erik is backing himself up to start at the beginning.
He must have been talking while we were.
Erik: It’s not appropriate. It’s—
Jamie (hands in front of her chest, palms touching): He puts his hands forwards to talk. You know, they’re not flying everywhere.
Me: He’s serious.
Jamie: Yeah, he’s serious.
Erik: This is why I’m drawing the line. When we can communicate and advocate for ourselves and say, “Hell yeah, I want to sell my kidney,” or “When I die, I’m going to sign this paper so you can have my brain, my heart. I’ll donate eyes, whatever you need,” I’m all for that because then, you are agreeing with what’s happening to your brain, your cells, your DNA.
Me: Sure.
Erik: When you get an abortion and you’re ending that pregnancy—and trust me, I’m not against that because I know that if I was choosing to come into a woman’s body and I knew that she didn’t want me, I’m not going to squeeze my ass into that body that’s going to be a mechanical item. I’m going to be aware that there’s 80, 90, 100% chance that that body is going to be out of that womb before it’s born, and it won’t be able to sustain itself. But I’m going to help that woman, that mom that I chose, through that process of making that choice and coming to that conclusion. So, please understand, I’m not saying you don’t have a choice. You do. Trust us. We know, energetically, what we’re stepping into. So it’s not the killing of a soul, right?
Me: Yeah.
Erik: You can’t kill us.
Me: No.
Erik: So we need to—
Jamie (looking at Erik): To what?
Erik: We need to peel back those emotions that are associated with death, with abortions, because it’s really quite different. Now, what we have is the topic of a body that’s living tissue that the soul is already removed from because we’re so fucking aware that we’re not going to live that we don’t hang in there and suffer those things.
Me: No.
Erik: Trust us! I guess you’ll trust us when you get here, and then you can really learn about it, but when the body is still living after they take it out of the womb, like my mom was saying, they’ll tap it and the heart will beat, and they have to stop the heart again, those tissues should not belong to the company that’s done the abortion. The company should have the right to say, “We’re doing this activity for this woman,” but that woman should have the right to own those tissues, DNA, organs and everything, and she should have the right to say, “Yes, I want this to be used for research,” or “No, it needs to be put to rest. Something needs to happen with it.” If we need to go so far as having the woman take the tissues out with her and pay for the service to cremate or something of that nature, then we probably should. But the company should not be making the decisions over those tissues and everything. It should be the woman who created it.
Me: That makes sense. You see, I was always really conflicted between pro choice and pro life. My feelings were, ‘What about the baby’s choice?’ I guess the baby does have [part of the] choice of whether it’d be aborted or not. Is that what you’re saying? Is that why you’re pro choice?
Erik: I’m pro choice because I know that when we’re picking our lives, sometimes it’s our purpose to sidesaddle that woman for 4 months, 8 months or sometimes in a miscarriage circumstance or a stillbirth. We sidesaddle that mother and we stay with them, and we show compassion, and we help them understand what it’s like to create and then not have or create and make the decision to let go. It’s not our place to judge it, but it doesn’t kill our soul because we’re not going through—you see, the belief that when the heart starts beating and there’s enough cells grouped to gather then, all of a sudden, this soul is sewn to it, tethered to it and it’s got to go through that whole process and feel it like we feel when we’re awake and alive, that’s bullshit. Sorry for some of your beliefs, but die, come over here; I’ll hold your hand, and we’ll walk through it.
I chuckle.
Jamie: I’m sweating over here!
Me: Oh my gosh. Poor you! Erik, you put her through her paces, man. I’m telling you. So it looks like mother and child often make contracts for lessons like letting go and, what else? What other lessons besides letting go?
Erik: Putting self first. Compassion. Ultimate love. Unconditional love, especially for self if you’re making this decision that you can’t bring this child into this world. And there are many reasons to make those decisions, all of them valid, you know?
Me: Yeah.
Erik: Even immaturity and selfishness. There are those who we deem on the Earth plane as negative, and “It’s so wrong!” That’s a big grand-ass lesson that Mama’s going for. Energetically, we support that. You’re in control. You really are.
Me: What other lessons? Loss maybe? To learn what loss is all about?
Erik: Stillbirth is a lot about loss.
Me: Oh yeah.
Erik: And miscarriages, too. It’s a lot about loss, but abortion is a choice. You’re walking yourself through it, so a lot of it is about courage, letting go, putting yourself first. That one’s huge, especially in this culture where you’re taught that you shouldn’t put yourself first, especially in the Indian culture, man. Women should never put themselves first!
Me: Yeah.
Erik: So, imagine the amount of courage it takes to end up in this kind of situation where you follow through with it and the battering you give yourself. “What have I done? What have I done?” Really they should embrace it. It was the choice you made. We’re going to love you through every step of it.
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I couldn’t put this book down. I read it every second available I had. I too have had a few experiences with Erik and I was so touched by his experiences in this book. I verified that all the things I have experienced from him was truly real. He has really helped me help many others also including helped me to open my mind more than I could have ever imagined. I am forever grateful!
–Tara Valentine
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I couldn’t wait to read this book and I was not disappointed. I’ve read similar accounts by other authors of what heaven is like but this was by far the most entertaining, detailed and interesting. I wished the book would never end. Great work Erik! Thanks!
–Dianna Kelly
