Channeling Transcript
Me: Okay. Erik, have you met God or his or her representation? Have you met saints or gurus, and do you have places of worship there like churches, temples, etc.?
Erik: Yeah, to answer your last question, yeah, it’s not really a place to go worship, though.
Me: Uh huh.
Erik: It’s more of a place to learn and expand. So it’s not so much that, “ Sit down and let me lecture to you from this book.”
Me: Do you spirits pray to any god or prophet?
(Long pause)
Erik: Well, I guess you could call it prayer, yeah. Yes, we have moments where we can sing and also repeat the same phrases, but it’s for all. It’s not for the one god. It’s for all of us.
Me: Yeah, that makes sense, because we’re all an inseparable collective anyway,
Erik: Yes.
Me: If we worship some other entity, we’re really worshipping ourselves.
Erik: Yeah, you got it, Mom.
Me: So have you met God, Erik? Ot have you met God’s true representation?
Erik: Well, we’re all a true representation of God. So you’re asking have I met the pure Source of it?
Me: Um hm.
Erik: Absolutely. Wouldn’t you want to do that too?
Me: Oh yeah!
Erik: I mean, not everybody wants that; they don’t get it, but yes, I wanted to sit down. I wanted answers.
Me: Yeah.
(Pause)
Me (chuckling): Does He sit on throne and have a long white beard.
Erik (laughing hard): That’s so fucked up!
Jamie and I laugh.
Erik: But no, no throne.
Me: And SHE doesn’t have a beard.
Erik: Mom, that’s messed up too.
Me: I know, I know.
Erik: There’s no male or female with God.
Me: Okay.
Erik: But it’s kind of like this feeling where you have all these answers, and you want these things—(pause)—to be resolved. You know, like I went in there with all these things, these curiosities.
Me: Uh huh.
Erik: And then as soon as I met God face to face, in front of—It was a Light—-an expansive Light. Not much shape that I could describe like the shape of a heart or of a person. I could tell it was much taller than me though.
Me: Okay.
Erik: And as soon as I got into God’s presence, I wanted to get closer and closer. All my emotions, everything was turned inside out, and I welcomed it. I didn’t wanna cover up anything. I didn’t want to protect myself, I just wanted to walk closer to it.
Me: Mmm.
Erik: And then my list and everything I wanted to know just seemed so childish.
Me: Ah!
Erik: It just seemed so irrelevant.
Me: Yeah.
Erik: Because the closer you get to Source, you know that this is It.
Me: Mmm.
Erik: And yet when you walk away from It, when you separate yourself from it just a little bit, your questions come back. Mine did.
Me: Oh! Interesting!
Erik: And that’s when you go, “Aw, why didn’t I?!”
Me: Oh, wow!
Erik: But then you remind yourself, “Well I didn’t need to know that, because when I was there, everything was in perfect accordance—that life is playing out as life and that there is this safety net that people don’t wanna talk about. Even all these negative things that are happening…It’s alright. Everything is going to be just fine.
Me: Yep, I guess we all have happy endings after all is said and done. So is that what we all yearn to do, go back to that Source eventually? That’s the ultimate?
Erik: Yes, and you can. You can completely surrender, merge yourself, but that’s only done by your free will. If that’s your goal of enlightenment, then that is what you will reach.
Me: But can you go, uh, can you separate out again? I mean, once you go in there, once you—
Erik: You know, I really don’t know the answer to that! I guess anything is possible.
Me: Yeah.
Erik: I’m sure God will release you again. He did it once before. He’s not a controlling God.
Me: So God is not a control freak, eh?
Jamie: Erik’s cracking up.
