This part of the channeling transcript brings tears to my eyes: tears of sorrow, but also tears of joy.
Melanie’s Question
Hello.
My name is Melanie. (31 years old) I lost my 8 year-old daughter Nov. 1 2009. She went into cardiac arrest due to the H1N1. I have to know how she is. Please. My life has been flipped upside down. I miss her so much. My heart is filled with so much pain. I just want to hold her, smell her. Could Eric help me??? Her name is Kara. She passed away in Kingston Ontario Canada. We were there visiting family. We are from Vancouver BC. Canada. I need to know she is ok. I need to know what she looks like, if she hears me, sees me, if she was at the memorial I did for her, if she is watching over her little sister and brother? Could she tell Erik something that only I would know? Was she in pain when she died? Is she mad that I was not by her side? What was wrong with her heart? (The Drs. could not figure out what she had that affected her heart whenever she got the flu.) I look forward to hearing from you… I just need some peace. Please.
Thank you so much.
Melanie
Melanie’s Response (After asking for some more information)
Very hard to read those words and not break down in tears! I never thought I would have to go 8 months not holding my baby, or hearing her voice, brush her hair… It kills me. Everyday is such a task. I just so badly need to know that she is okay, and that she was not in pain, Why she went into cardiac arrest, what underlying condition was going on that the Drs. could not figure out. If she holds any anger that I was not in her room by her side when it happen. I need to know that she knows how much I love her and miss her. Is she with her grandma? So many things I want to know. Is she with me? When is she around me most? Can she give me a sign one day that she is next to me? Why won’t she come to me in a dream? Uggghhhh. I could go on and on! Anything Erik can tell me would help… the more the better!!! Again, thank you. I am so longing for your email.
I am 31 I am in Delta BC (Canada) Kara was 8 when she passed away, and she passed away in Kingston Ontario Hospital (Canada)
Hope this helps.
Much love and thoughts.
Melanie
Channeling Transcript
Me: Melanie is 31 years old and lives in Delta, British Columbia. She lost her daughter, Kara from a cardiac arrest due to H1N1 very recently. She was only 8 years old. Naturally, Melanie’s entire life has come undone; she misses her baby so desperately and needs some confirmation on where she is and how she’s doing. She passed away in Ontario. Can you help her find some peace on this, Erik, Sweetie? She has many, many questions, around 12 or 13 I think.
Erik: Let me just go with what Kara wants to say. If I need to, we can get in touch with Melanie’s guides or others.
Me: Okay, so no specific questions?
Erik: No, Kara is jumping up and down all excited. She wants to talk RIGHT NOW!
Me: Oh, she’s there?
Erik (chuckling): Yeah, she’s holding onto my wrist jumping up and down with a big grin on her face. Her grandmother put her hair up in pigtails today. She’s really a cute little girl. Loves to play! (Talking to Kara): Wait just a sec, hot shot; I need to tell my mom some things, first.
(Pause)
Erik: Okay, so obviously Kara’s here in Heaven. She’s gonna stay here as long as her mom is alive and will wait for her to pass in many, many years to come. It’ll seem like a flash to us here, though, which is good, because Kara’s an eager little thing. So Kara will be there to greet her. and as long as Melanie lives, she’ll be able to communicate with Kara. Kara is just fine, tell her. She wants Melanie to know she’s living with grandma. She’s being taken care of. She’s talking about eating Cheerios, eating hotdogs. She’s excited,. because she’s having cookouts, going camping, going to the lake. Hold up, Kara, slow down so I can tell Mommy everything, okay?.
(pause)
Erik: Uh, she’s making s’mores, you know, things she’s been doing here for the last couple of months. She’s been having so much fun, but she’s feeling kinda guilty, because she knows how upset Melanie has been. So Kara feels guilty having this fun, but she knows that her mom would want to her have fun. Kara been going swimming.
Kim: She’s showing me this, Elisa. She’s going swimming in the lake, but she’s wearing a life preserver.
Me: Really? Why would that be necessary?
Kim: It isn’t at all, but she wants her mom to know that all of the nurturing and protection that Melanie provided, Kara is still remembering and…to keep Mom’s energy close to her, so she’s living as a human child even though she’s in spirit, because that keeps her mom close to her.
Me: Aw, so sweet.
Erik: She says that she sneaks an orange soda or root beer or coke once in a while, sneaks it, you know? So I guess she’s not supposed to have that very much. And she loves popsicles over here. Keeps showing me her hotdogs, too. They’re made on the grill. So she’s just having a blast this summer. She’s surrounded by all sorts of relatives like cousins who were in another lifetime with her. Oh, and her grandmother from this life is with her, but the one taking care of her is different. She’s someone who’s been her grandmother in another lifetime. But she’s got this huge extended family here from this last life, but mostly from other lifetimes.
Me: Was she in pain?
Erik: Not at all! And by the way, it wasn’t the virus that killed her, Mom. She had a congenital defect of the heart, and that’s what caused her to die. She would have passed even if she didn’t get the virus. I know this might not sound logical, but this is what I’m hearing: they were not related. She would have died at that time with or without the virus.
Me: So it was her destiny?
Erik: Yes. And the heart—it had nothing to do with anything Melanie did when she was pregnant. Nothing. And it had nothing to do with how Melanie took care of her when she was born. Congenital heart defect that involved a valve, the aortic valve, that was never completely developed. Kara says that she’s been told since she passed that it’s amazing that she lived as long as she did. Tell her mom that that’s why she got little colds and flus, and stuff. Her immune system was affected. But kids get these kind of things so you’re not gonna think heart problem, of course. So that low immune system made her more susceptible to the virus. I bet they found something unusual about the heart.
Me: Oh, I don’t know. I know she had a cardiac arrest, but I don’t think they found anything specific.
Erik: No, the aortic valve wasn’t totally developed, and no one really knew that. It would have been hard to figure out, but there were clues from the heart that might have pointed to that.
Me: Now, Melanie’s been suffering a lot, because she hasn’t been able to contact Kara in dreams or other ways, but last night, she had a dream and Kara was in it.
Erik: Duh, I know; I brought her to Melanie. I taught her how to do it. That’s one of the reasons I’m so fuckin’ tired today! I’m spiritually beat.
As you may remember, I skipped the first part of this channeling session in order to jump right to the “Ask Erik” questions, because I know how hard it is to wait for vital information like this. But I do remember Kim asking Erik why he was speaking so slowly. Erik told us he had had a “big night,” and we assumed he meant he was partying with friends like any 20 year-old would do. But no, not so! He was busy visiting people and bringing forth loved ones to their families.
Kim: Oh! I know exactly what he means!!! When you’re using a lot of spiritual energy like me when I’m channeling a lot, or when spirits use energy to manifest themselves or communicate with those on the earthly plane, it wipes that battery out. Oh, now I understand!
Erik (smiling): I knew you’d get it sooner or later. So what I’m doing is bringing spiritual beings to their families who need to see them, and when I do this, it’s going to be unmistakable. Now they may or may not see me; I’m there, but Melanie is “tickled pink” that she saw Kara, and now Kara knows how to do it! So I’m not only helping humans, I’m teaching spiritual beings how to do it so they can do it on their own whenever they want!
Kim: Wow! Wow, each of these cases are just so interesting, Elisa! Fascinating!
Me: Oh, Erik, I love you so much! You’re helping so many people, Baby!
Melanie’s Response
Thank you so much Elisa. The email made me cry (but in a good way.) I am still trying to figure out the cheerios, hotdogs and orange soda… but, I will wait for the detailed email from you! How long does that usually take? I am so excited to read it! Were you able to ask any questions? Did she say anything about her brother or sister? any other family members? Sorry, I know you are busy! This is the only contact I’ve had with her for 8 months. So hard! Talk soon.
Thank you again so much.
Melanie
My Response
Hey Melanie,
It sounded like she was partaking in junk food like a typical kid who’s been protected from terrible diets. I thought it was sweet that she was having such a great time but felt a little guilty since you were feeling sad.
xo
Elisa
Melanie’s Response
Hey! I was wondering about the heart defect, I know you are a Dr.! Is this not something her cardiologist should have seen? Is it something me or her dad could have, like a hereditary thing? Should I worry about my other 2 kids? They did an Echo on me and my 2 kids, but my issue is, is that they did 1000 on Kara and never could figure out what was wrong. Any input would be great. I know you are not OUR Dr. and you can only say so much, but at this point, any other answers of possibilities may help me sleep better at night!
Thanks again for everything,
Melanie
My Response
Echocardiograms don’t pick up on everything, unfortunately. Why did they do the Echoes in the first place? Did they do it before the H1N1? Did she have a murmur? Can you tell me more about her medical history recent and past? If you like, I can look over her medical records. I’m pretty modest, but I do think I’m a good diagnostician. If I can’t figure out what happened to Kara, I know pediatric cardiologists in the Texas Medical Center whose ear I can bend.
Melanie’s Response
She was always healthy. When she was 6 she got a cold/flu. She was complaining of chest pains, my husband (her step dad) thought it was just from dry heaving. Her muscles were sore. She was REALLY lethargic. The next day we went to the store, and she threw up again, and just did not have the energy to stand. We carried her to the car and took her to children’s hospital. They were giving her fluid by mouth for a few hours, did a chest X-ray, everything seemed fine. They thought it was just a flu. Me being a hypochondriac mentioned the complaint of chest pains and wanted it checked before we left. They did an ECG then the Dr. said her spikes were not where they should be on the ECG. So they kept her over night and did an ECHO in the morning. She had fluid all around her heart and her left ventricle was double the thickness it should have been. They labeled her as having “myocarditis.” She was sent to ICU and was started on IVIG and steroids. After about 3 days she turned around and seemed much better. The fluid was gone and the thickness was better. She was on tons of meds for a few months. Went back 3 months later for check up, had another Echo, everything was back to normal, off the meds.
Then 6 months later she got sick with flu. Same thing… her face was getting puffy (same thing happen the 1st time) she would complain that her eyes hurt when she moved them side to side. Then said her chest hurt. Ran her back to children’s hospital, did an Echo, heart was thick again not as bad, but her heart function was good (first time wasn’t) So they said to keep an eye on her and sent us home. She got better, this happened again a year later (The lesser version) Her cardiologist sent us to eye doctors, kidney doctors, immune doctors, all kinds of specialists. They came up with nothing (of course, she was healthy at this point.) They gave us tons of papers of what blood work they wanted done should this happen again. Then October 2009 we went to visit family, we all came down with the H1N1 we were horribly sick for about 3 days, Kara’s illness just kept going. Her vomiting never stopped, she was lethargic, would try to eat, but everything would come up etc. She was not looking puffy or complaining of chest pains so we didn’t take her in (having the H1N1 no Dr. wanted you sitting in the waiting room if you didn’t need to be.) I should have taken her then. I kill myself everyday for not just taking her in. She woke up in the morning I found her laying on the floor because she said she was too hot in the bed. (This is with her eyes closed because she was so tired.) I asked her if her chest hurt, she nodded yes. My husband took her in at 10:00 A.M. They did not get into emergency and start her on meds to help the function of her heart till 7 P.M. Her heart function was at 30%. My mom went in that night to spend the night with her, as I was sick and nursing a sick 6 month old, and she wanted my husband, who was also sick to rest. He came home and looked at me, and said “she is going to be fine.” I woke up at 4:00 A.M. because my 6 month-old sounded really wheezy. I told my husband I want to take him in. He said, we have to go in the morning to get the Tami-flu stuff anyway (Drs. request that saw Kara) so can we wait? I said NO, we need to go now. We were in the hospital Emergency, Kara was in ICU pediatric unit, and while waiting to see the Dr., I hear them on the intercom say “Code pink downstairs, code pink downstairs” I asked the nurse what that meant (just curious) she said it means cardiac arrest in pediatrics. My heart stopped. We went running, saw my mom being shoved out of her room balling…. nurse said “Mom we need you in here NOW.” I paused… I did not want to see her like that… My mom made me go in. She was just lying there. She was gone. I left the room after almost passing out, they asked if I wanted to go in and say goodbye to her body, but I couldn’t. I should have. I should have laid with her and held her. If I would have known how much I need it now, I would have. I was just so terrified to see her lifeless. I carry around that guilt still today, and probably will forever. My mom said she seemed fine, they were playing eye spy, then she said she felt like she was going to vomit, the nurse in her room gave her something for her belly. Then she asked my mom to sit the bed up, so she did, she asked my mom to hold her hand… she did… then my mom said her body just tensed up, rolled to her right, and she was gone.
Worst day of my life. I still have not got the pathology results back. Still waiting. Elisa, I cannot begin to tell you how great she was. She did soccer, competitive gymnastics, crazy long legs, fast runner… she was so athletic. Never any issues.
I don’t understand. They labeled her as having reoccurring myocarditis. The coroner said she was in heart failure. Her heart was not well. She would have eventually died due to it, but the H1N1 was too much for her body.
I need answers. Why was my baby sick? Did I do something wrong? Are my other 2 kids OK? They had an Echo and were clear… but so was Kara when she was well. Her heart only thickened when she got the flu, then would go back to 100%. They had never seen that before. They were thinking she had some sort of autoimmune thing that affected her heart when ever she got sick… but had no answers.
Should I worry about my heart? I want to be here for my 2 babies. Uugggghhhhh!!!! Life! Any ideas, or insight would be great! I cannot thank you enough for everything. You are amazing.
xo
Melanie
Melanie’s Response
In heaven she is having hot-dogs and cheerios and pop? I think I was confused! I thought you meant camping… I think I get it now! lol
xoxo
My Response
In Heaven they can manifest anything they want to with their thoughts, just like physicists now know we can do here on a much slower basis. It has to do with the Heisenberg Uncertainty Principle and observations (consciousness energy units) collapsing the Schroedinger Wave Function turning waves into particles. Pretty wild stuff. So she’s a kid being a kid and loving it. She can go camping, eat junk food, etc.
Your comments remind me, she specifically said it was nothing to do with your pregnancy and it is not hereditary at all. You couldn’t have prevented it. This was her destiny. She chose her life AND death as part of her soul’s progress and evolution.
I will say that the thickened left ventricle is suspicious for aortic valve problems. If the heart has trouble pumping blood through an aortic valve that’s tighter or smaller than normal, it will hypertrophy or thicken just like our muscles would thicken when we lift weights against resistance. With viral or autoimmune myocarditis, usually the entire heart muscle is affected. The virus doesn’t just target one chamber. And the heart would become enlarged, but not usually thickened. Heart failure is the usual result. When the heart enlarges, electrical conduction is affected too, since the conduction pathways course through the muscle.
Maybe you should book a session with Kim so you can talk directly to Kara. It cost $225 per hour and if you need help with that, I’d be happy to provide you with that gift. Let me know. I think you need this for peace of mind and Kara needs you to find peace as well so that she can keep having a blast without feeling guilty about it.
Xo
Elisa
Melanie’s Response
Wow. Thank you for that email. It made me feel better to know that. I would LOVE to have a session with Kim… Financial situation right now will not allow me to do so. It is very sweet of you to offer… But I could not allow you to pay so much for me. It would be an amazing opportunity… but it is too much to ask of someone I know, let alone someone who doesn’t even know me!!! It is so touching that you offered though. I will save my pennies and see what I can do down the road. I so don’t want her to feel guilty. Any mother would feel the way we do in loosing our babies. I cannot thank you enough Elisa… I want peace in my life again so badly… not only for me, but for my kids. I hate them seeing me like this. Like I said, I will save up my change, and hopefully down the road, I will be able to make peace happen.
I look so forward to your email, to see exactly what was said. Thank you soooooooo much. I cannot say that enough.
So much love,
Melanie
xoxoxo
My Response
If you change your mind, remember, we’re no longer strangers. Also, maybe you can register on her site for her free sessions. She does a lot of free stuff. She’s very giving.
xo
Elisa
I hope we can all send healing and loving thoughts to Melanie and her family. Maybe Erik can use some love too so he can recharge that battery of his!
