Jennifer’s Question

Elisa,

Thank you so much for responding! I inadvertently sent two messages to you, the first being about my personal life, in that people jokingly refer to me as “haunted” due to some strange happenings in different places that I have lived. Also my extreme feelings of not knowing why I am here. Life seems so pointless. There just has to be some reason for me to be here. For that I believe you wanted my name, age, and the city I live in. My name is Jennifer. I’m 32, and I live in Mountain Home, Arkansas. The second message was regarding my grandmother. I have been heartbroken for the last 5 years since she passed. I was living in Ohio at the time, and I was traveling to Arkansas to be with her, and I missed her passing by a few hours. I have never forgiven myself. I know that she would have been there for me. Her name was Myrtle. She was 85 when she died, and she lived in the tiny town of Gassville, Arkansas. I want to thank you in advance for sharing your experiences with Erik. I have been deeply touched by reading your conversations.

Much love,

Jennifer

Channeling Transcript

Me: Okay, Erik, here’s the next one for you. Uh, this comes from Jennifer who is 32 living in Mountain Home, Arkansas. She says people joke about how she’s haunted because strange stuff happens around her no matter where she lives. Second, she doesn’t really know why she’s here. Life seems pointless to her. Last, she’s…

Erik: Okay, okay, let me get to that first. To that, I would say, “Welcome to the earthly plane, Jennifer.” She’s got very typical angst, like she’s asking, “Who the hell am I? Where am I going? What am I supposed to do? Why are these people in my life? Why do I live where I do?” She’s doing what a lot of people do; they questions their lives and look at their spiritual clock and it’s like, “Hello, I’m 32! Shouldn’t I know this shit by now?”

Me: Well, some of it might have to do with her third question. She says she’s been heartbroken since the death of her grandmother, Myrtle, 5 years ago. She died at the age of 85 in Gassville, Arkansas. She was traveling to be with Myrtle but missed her passing by just a few hours. She’s never been able to forgive herself for that.

Kim: Oh my goodness!! Oh my goodness! Myrtle’s here and she’s saying she did not want Jennifer there to see her dead. She deliberately passed before Jennifer could get there. Myrtle knew she was coming, and it was kind of going to be a bit of a surprise, but Myrtle knew she was coming; in Jennifer’s mind it was going to be a surprise. And she deliberately willed herself to pass before Jennifer got there because—for two reasons: Number one, she wanted Jennifer to remember her as she was when she was alive, and Myrtle wasn’t sure how ugly it was going to get. She was a very practical person, a very sensitive person and didn’t want to upset Jennifer by being there and seeing that. Plus, Myrtle and Jennifer are platonic soulmates. They’ve had many past lifetimes as twins, as mother/daughter, as the best of friends, and Myrtle is around Jennifer all the time. So Myrtle was not disappointed. Myrtle wanted that. She’s been trying to get through to Jennifer to let her know that she’s there. When Jennifer hears this, Myrtle is hoping she’ll be able to break through this fog of mourning, to let that go and embrace this continuing relationship with her, with Myrtle in spirit.

Erik: Yeah, and now Myrtle can do anything she wants, go anywhere she wants; she was a free spirit on the earthly plane, very independent, very empowered, oh boy! Talk about being independent and empowered before it was fashionable, that’s Myrtle!! But tell her she’s right there with her.

Me: Okay! So she should try to renew the relationship with her in spirit then.

Erik: Hell yeah! This would benefit her emotionally and spiritually. Myrtle isn’t one of her guardian angels, but she’s with her all the time and can introduce her to her guardian angels. They’re the ones who can give Jennifer the information about who she is and what she’s there to do. Myrtle will help her communicate with them, and all her questions will be answered.

Jennifer’s Response

Elisa and Erik,

Thank you so much! I can’t even describe how I felt when I saw this message. The description of her as practical, empowered, independent, sensitive…all of those are completely accurate, and like you said, before it was fashionable. My grandmother was born in 1919, and by all accounts she was always just as you described, and it certainly wasn’t always fashionable/desirable during those times. That’s part of why I loved her so much! My heart aches from missing her. I can’t wait to read the transcript. Thanks again to both of you.

Jennifer