Jodi’s Question

I lost my older sister to a self-inflicted gun injury to her head, when I was 10. She was in her  early 20’s. I believe Sandy was 22 when she died. She committed suicide in the Visalia, California area. My family has always told me I am very much like she was, and that she loved animals the same way I do.  I wonder if she has influenced my calling? I have to think she has.

I do have one particular pet that I still agonize over, the circumstances leading to her death and the fallout after. Her name was Pinkie, a very small Chihuahua that we acquired from a rescue in March of 2007.  I am 49, I live in Bend, Oregon.  Pinkie was a rescue, so we don’t know her exact age, but we estimated she was about 10 years old. She dies here at home, in Bend. She was so special; she couldn’t walk well, and had no teeth, but her personality shined. She was my shadow; she rode in my garden cart when I worked in the yard, and I could just see how much she enjoyed it. She loved the second chance at life she had been given.  In February of 2008, my husband and I left town for a medical conference. I made a point to say goodbye to Pinkie, and tell her I loved her, I’m not sure why it was so important at that time. I remember the look she gave me as I walked out the door, it haunts me. That Tuesday afternoon we received a call from on of my associates; Pinkie had accidentally been dropped on her head, and had been seizing. Did we extend her suffering by treating her? Did she know we were there with her, trying our best to save her? Did she know we were there, loving her as we injected her with the euthanasia solution, did she see how much we cried as she passed? She is buried in our back yard; does she hear me when I talk to her, and tell her how much I miss her?

Jodi

Channeling Transcript

Me: The next questions come from Jodi. She’s a veterinarian. She’s 49 and lives in Bend, Oregon.

Kim (with a gasp): Ooo, what a beautiful place! Wow!

Me: Anyway, she had a sister, Sandy, who also died from a self-inflicted gunshot wound to the head when Jodi was 10. Sandy was 22 at the time and died in Visalia, California. She wonders if Sandy influenced her in any way, because, like Jodi, she also loved animals very much.

Erik: No, not at all. This was Jodi’s destiny. Jodi has been a healer for animals in many past lifetimes. Now it’s something she and Sandy have in common, but Sandy didn’t dictate what her destiny would be in this life.

Me: Okay, any messages from Sandy?

Erik: Sandy works as a sort of assistant for Jodi. They’ve been together in many, many lifetimes. Lot’s of times, Sandy has been her assistant like a nurse when Jodi’s been a physician. Sandy spends a lot of time around Jodi now helping her with difficult cases. I’m hearing that Jodi does surgery sometimes and Sandy is there to assist her. So they have a very close relationship in spirit going on. So Jodi needs to know that Sandy is always there with her. There have been some cases where Jodi feels like providence stepped in to help her with where she was able to share the lives of animals and Sandy was there to help her. So this is a relationship that transcends time and space. And as long as Jodi is practicing as a vet, Sandy will be there to assist her.

Me: Okay, good! She’s really been having a hard time, because she loves animals so much that when they die, it really gets to her a lot. One in particular was a little Chihuahua named Pinkie. She was adopted as a rescue so Jodi’s not sure how old she was but she was probably around 10 years old when she died in Bend, Oregon. Jodi and her husband were away at a medical conference and left Pinkie in the care of an associate. She says she made a point of saying goodbye before she left, and the look Pinkie gave her still haunts her today. Anyway, the associate taking care of her dropped her on her head. Apparently she died from a skull fracture.

Erik: Oh, Pinkie is here. She’s really cute! And she’s really looking forward to coming back to Jodi…

Me: Oh!

Erik: …and what Pinkie would like is for Jodi to…Pinkie was very close to Jodi. They had a real special relationship, and Pinkie has been with Jodi in many past lifetimes. They’ve got this soul connection. So Pinkie is just waiting for Jodi to adopt the body of another dog. She’d prefer to be a dog, a female. She wants to be a small dog, but not as small as she was. Then Pinkie will go into the body of the dog Jodi adopts. Pinkie’s body already was unhealthy and if the truth be known, she squirmed out of the assistant’s arms. Pinkie squirmed, so it wasn’t that the assistant was neglectful. She squirmed in her attempt to go back to the Heavenly plane. She knew she would die, the physical body would die, but wanted to come back in a healthy physical body. What Pinkie is recommending is maybe like a small Collie. That’s the information Jodi needs because Jodi feel haunted, guilty, like Mommy Dearest…

Me: Did she know Jodi was there, trying to save her? Did she know that Jodi was loving her as they were injecting the euthanasia solution…

Erik: Oh, her soul had already left the body way before that. And tell Jodi the reason Pinkie looked at her that way is cuz she was saying goodbye to her. Pinkie wants her to know that. She was trying to tell Jodi, “Now this is the last time we’re going to be together like this, but please adopt another dog so my soul can go into that. So Jodi was right. That look did mean something. It was a “goodbye” and a “hope to see you soon” and “please adopt another puppy” kind of look.

Kim: Isn’t that interesting!

Yes it is, Kim. Yes it is.

Jodi’s Response

Elisa and Erik,

I am beyond grateful for the messages I received about my sister Sandy, and my beloved little dog, Pinkie. I cannot begin to tell you how much this means to me! The peace it brings me, well, it’s like a HUGE weight has been lifted from me. Now I know Sandy is with me always. And I know now, that when I least expect it, another pup in need will steal my heart, and Pinkie will be with me once again.

Love and hugs to you both,
Jodi

Hate to do this to you guys, but my daughter, Michelle just shared an amazing experience with me. I’m going to have to write a third entry today. It’s short though, and well worth the read. Love you all!