Last one for the night. Thanks all, for your patience. Have sweet dreams and pray for Erik and all the loved ones you’ve lost. Give a shout of praise to your guardian angels. I don’t know about you, but mine have got their work cut out for them!

Shelley’s Question

Thank you so much for sharing your story and visits from Eric. On November 1, 2009, I lost my 29 year-old son Barney to a drug overdose. He was found in his desk chair just like Eric was. Reading Eric’s description of leaving his body is how I imagine it was for Barney. I have just started reading your posts and am at this point also exhausted. I look forward to reading more as your words are expressing my exact feelings.

It would be great if you would ask Eric how Barney is doing and if it is him who has been come through to me and who I have been talking to. I have a friend who is psychic and has done some readings with me. He was talking to my dad (who crossed over 27 years ago) and when he asked my dad where Barney was (my question to my dad), my dad said he was finishing. I wondered if that meant finishing crossing over.

I know you have a lot of questions to ask Eric. If you have the time to ask him, I wonder if he has any message for his brother. Barney was living with David at the time and David is the one who found Barney dead of an overdose. They say it was accidental, but I have wondered if it was intentional or not. That would be another question. David is 27 yrs old and lives in Kalispell.

Channeling Transcript

Me: This one is from Shelley who is 59 and lives in Kalispell. She lost her 29 year-old son, Barney to an overdose. She wants to know how he’s doing and if that’s him who has come through to her.

Erik: I’ve met Barney. I like him. He’s a nice dude, fun to hang out with. Anyway, she’s just asking for confirmation, right? Cuz of course it’s him. He’s been coming to her to apologize, to tell her that his death was a total accident. He wasn’t intending to commit suicide. He wants to tell her he threw away a lot of chances that he had to really accomplish a lot in this lifetime. Passing the way he did was not his destiny. He’s coming to his mom and he’s desperate to reach her let her know he’s okay. He’s so sorry. He’s on his knees for her forgiveness and to let her know that he understands that he threw his life away. So now he wants to spend time with her and become close to her, to cling to her.

(Pause)

Erik: He’s laughing and saying, “Very unlike when I was there!” Oh, and he says he no longer has his hand out for money, and now he wants to help her. He just wants to spend time with her. After he died, he realized how much he loved her and what an amazing human being she is, what an angel she is on the earthly plane. Now he realizes so many things that he didn’t while he was there.

Kim (clearly touched): Wow! Wow!

Erik: Shelley is going to feel him more and more around her, because Barney already has the ability to be very tangible. He’s not materializing yet, but she can feel his energy.

Kim: When our departed loved ones spend time around us, we can feel their energy, and it is familiar to us. By feeling their energy, that means that we can feel their presence even though we can’t see them with our eyes. We can feel them.

Me: Any messages for his brother, David? He’s 27, living in Kalispell, too.

Erik: He says, “Hey Man, how ya doing?”

Kim: Barney’s showing me this in my mind’s eye: He’s shaking David’s hand, but it’s like their handshake.

Erik: Barney wants to tell David—he wants to say something that will be meaningful for David, not just “blah, blah, blah.”

(Kim and I chuckle.)

Erik: He says, “Tell David his personal life is gonna be just fine. He’s going to find the soulmate he’s looking for, and that’s gonna be in his thirties.”

Me: Okay.

Erik: Barney can see it. That’s his destiny. He thinks that’s the most vital piece of information that David needs right now, because David needs to know what he has to look forward to.

Kim: A lot of us just don’t know what we have to look forward to, and that just makes life tedious.

Shelley’s Response

This has been very helpful. The transcript will be the icing on the cake. It is really good of you to do this for people. I know it takes a lot of your time.

Thanks again

Shelley

P.S. I’m glad Barney and Erik get along over there. I think Erik might have come through to me. I was sitting on my patio reading a book that had a character called “Marc with a C”. Every time the character was mentioned that was what he was called, Marc with a C. All of a sudden a voice said to me, “Erik with a K”. I quickly asked if Barney was with him. The next instant, in the sky  between the roof of my house and the tree, flew the Alert Medical Helicopter from our hospital here. Barney was in a car accident on Mother’s Day 2004, sustained a head injury, and was flown to another town that had a neurosurgeon on call since ours was out of town. (Kalispell is a small town). I took that as a sign that Barney was there.