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How Far We’ve Come
For some reason, I forgot to click on the Publish button, and I found it in the drafts folder. Better late than never! I searched to see if there was a duplicate post that was published but couldn’t find it, although the search plugin on this WordPress template isn’t the best. Watching this YouTube of…
Erik Describes his Own Death
This one has always been tough for me. Still, it’s very popular because so many people want to know what’s in store for them. Like my hubby always says, “We ain’t gettin’ out of this alive.” (Although with a bit of a Norwegian accent.)
The Maddie McCann Interview
Don’t forget about Erik’s Hour of Enlightenment radio show tomorrow at 4:00 PM PT/6:00 PM CT/7:00 PM ET. We have two special guests on this show: energy reader and healer, Ryan Adragna and personal development ally, pro-wrestler and motivational speaker, Jamin Olivencia. The topic: How to feel empowered in difficult situations. After that, Jennifer will channel Erik as…
Mother of Murdered Children
Last night’s show was amazing. Check it out: You can connect with Charles and read about his Surrender Protocol via these links: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1zw7PvmQmlZJn53Fjzmh6ZwkYfpV9IT9t5Npu7684RDQ/edit#www.TheDailyMessenger.com Here’s a beautifully written piece by medium, Kim O’Neill! As a psychic and medium, I have channeled many departed loved ones for clients, family, and friends. Besides having the privilege of channeling…
Erik Describes His Own Death
I can’t freaking believe it. A team from Texas actually won a championship! Go Astros! I watched parts of it, but I tend to get a little nervous and emotional with these down-to-the-wire games, so I went to bed before it was all over. Of course I smiled with every hoop and holler I heard…
Channeling Omar Mateen, Part Four
I hate this, the worst day of the year. The day I lost my boy from the physical world. All morning I’ve been looking at the clock thinking, ‘He has 4 more hours of life,’ ‘I have 3 1/2 more hours with him.’ It’s just terrible, and year after year, it gets better but excruciatingly slowly….
Children in Heaven
Rune and I will be flying to Denver tomorrow morning to attend the Channeling Erik Weekend of F-ing Enlightenment. I’m so excited! Every time I go I think it can’t be better than the one before, and I am proven wrong. I’ll let you guys know all about it when I get back. I probably…
The Death of Children
A lot of us have lost children, and, as I can attest, the pain is especially excruciating. To make matters worse, the healing seems to take longer than when we lose other family members or friends–not always, but generally. As for my journey through grief, this blog and especially the upcoming book has done a lot…
Best of Erik: Erik’s Death, Part Two
Blog member, Daniel Lucas, created the masterpiece below. How, I don’t know, but it gives me such a sense that we’re all family, connected. If you’d like a picture of yourself in the image, please send a good quality, bright photo to him at daniel-lucas95@hotmail.com. Thanks, Daniel! This is the continuation of Erik’s description of his…
Best of Erik: Erik’s Death, Part One
This part of the channeling transcript was not at all easy for me. The graphic memories, the heartache, the sense of loss, it all flooded back to me like a tsunami of dread and despair. For that reason, I’ve transcribed just a portion of Erik’s description of his death. The heart can only endure so…
Children Spirits
Happy Monday everyone! I’m still transcribing my first session with Robert as well as the Ask Erik answers to the winner of that submission. It takes a long time with these fingers which, for some reason, seemed to have turned into nubs with a mind of their own or fat little Vienna Sausages that can’t…
Erik Describes His Own Death, Part Four
My vision is slowly improving. Please forgive me if I haven’t attended to your comments and emails as I usually do. It’s still very difficult to read them. Next week, I’m having the surgery on my other eye, so both will be going through that blurry period at the same time, and my current glasses,…
Remembering Why I’m Here
A few weeks ago, a blog member wanted to say that, although she enjoyed my posts immensely, she had not forgotten the tremendous tragedy that had brought me to this point. I so appreciated that comment, because long gone are those earlier entries about grief and loss as we have moved into the uncharted territory…
The Best of Erik: Death
It’s been a long time since we’ve visited those posts where Erik talked about his own death and death in general. In this three part post, you’ll notice how different Erik is now compared to how he was then. Part One: Grasping for contact of any sort with a lost loved one is natural. Years…
The Best of Erik: Shades of Light and Dark Energies
Note: In this session, Erik needed the help of my guardian angel, Veronica. Me: Alright, I’d like to get a little clarification on the concept of evil and demonic spirits. I’ve had some tell me there is no evil, that all is Love and all is good. So, are we dealing with semantics here? Are…
Please Help
Here I sit in a Kroger parking lot typing this on my phone hoping my CE peeps can help me. Erik put a bullet through his brain at 1:20 P.M. almost three years ago on October 6th. Around that time, I can’t be in my house, because I imagine him sitting in that chair with…
Lucas and the Baby
As promised, here’s the second post for today. I think this is such a sweet, sweet story. I sure hope it brings a smile to your face that carries you through the long holiday weekend. Me: There’s this little boy, Lucas, who is the child of one of the blog members, and he got really…
A World in Change
I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend. I sure enjoyed a day of rest Sunday. I pretty much did nothing. Not even contemplate my navel. But I have discovered one thing in my respite: Being idle is not always easy for those of us who grieve. That empty space seems to suck up the darkness,…
Grief Mind Chatter
It’s been over two years since Erik’s death, and although my grief is not one of constant despair, every day is still a struggle. I’m wondering if those of you who still mourn the loss of a loved one experience a particular phenomenon I call “grief mind chatter.” Let me explain. Every morning when I…
Erik’s First Suicide Attempt
Many of you expressed an interest in knowing more about Erik, including his suicide attempt several months prior to his eventual death. As hard as it is for me to re-visit the experience, perhaps the details will give clarity to the pain from which he suffered. In the wee hours of the morning, Erik came…
Fear of Death
I don’t know why I felt hell bent for leather to ask this question of Erik. Maybe one of you can help me figure that out. Me: Now, I don’t know why I need to know this, but before you killed yourself, weren’t you a little bit afraid that there would be no afterlife? I…
R.I.P. Ben Breedlove
I went camping in one of the state parks Sunday and Monday, and the minute I entered our camper, my eyes lit on a bit of sparkle. It was confetti from a New Years Eve party we had there in 2009–the last New Year’s party Erik enjoyed. It was not there when we closed up…