Here’s the story. So, Erik and Robert and one of my Teachers has been helping me with an emotional issue I’d been having off and on for a while. (yea, right I know – another one) 🙂 — and so it’s been working and so I emailed Robert, Erik and Jill, just saying thank you and how much I loved them and what not. That was yesterday.

Also, I’ve got to tell you, And I am sure you know the feeling. I tend to be a needy baby when it comes to affection. Especially as I go through more and more spiritual stuff and remember things and experience the emotions of it all. I am constantly badgering Erik for Hugs of late. I was joking with Robert about that on the phone and Erik said, “Well you wouldn’t be you if it weren’t the case…”.  ha!  In fact, I’ve caught myself thinking, I don’t give a crap about visions, I want a hug. And what I mean by that is those energy warm buzz hugs he gives. *on a side note if you ever channel a higher level being, the feeling is like Erik hugs but all over and like your drunk on energy.  So I had that in mind when I thought hug…

Well, like I said, I wrote that email to them and I was awfully emotional about it, because it was a big milestone in my life. Then I woke up at around 1:30am this morning thinking ‘oh, I should check my email’.  So I whip out my phone and sure enough shortly after I had gone to bed Robert, Erik and Jil had replied with their love and affection. Each had their own sweet little message for me. I was just super happy about that and fell back asleep.

Well, then I suddenly woke up between 3 and 3:30 or so. The room was still. Then all of a sudden I felt like what I can only describe as arms going around my shoulders. But it felt like it came from out and down, the opposite direction I was laying in bed. I was facing the center of the bed. My left side exposed. The side Erik told me to face before. Anyway; The arms felt like they were outside of and under my sheets. No hands, just arms. And they moved my sheets and pressed against me. I mean there was pressure there, but it didn’t have weight to it. Hard to describe. It had mass and moved and moved stuff, but no weight. So these arms then wrapped me up in a hug about the shoulders and then slowly rocked me back and forth 2 times. I / my torso actually moved back to the left with the arms! It was sooo gentle. And it was just like if I was standing, someone came up behind me and put there arms around me in a bear hug and put their chin on my shoulder!  And at that moment woosh!-Goosh! there was this intense emotion of love.

It was so amazing.

Then from far back in the room I heard a little weird voice say in my mind, “I heard the house is haunted?”.
And for a moment I was startled and scared that I was having another scary out of body experience.

Then! Erik and at this point I KNEW the hug was him. Threw off the arms and gave this HUGE gawffing joyous laughter that just reverberated really loud in my head!

And I found I wasn’t afraid any more!!!   I then proceeded to chase him in my minds eye until he tackled me and started tickling me. Jill watching on said, we love you!

Then I fell back asleep happy.

This morning when I woke up I wondered about that experience. And then I felt the two near me, and Erik said that weird little voice was my latent fear trying to manifest and we laughed it away together. Then,… I started mulling over whether or not to tell you. I mean. Cause if it wasn’t real, I don’t want you to go expecting some hug. I mean. That’s just mean. BUT. . Then Erik starts in… He said,   “It’s real, It’s real, It’s real… Tell MOM, Tell Robert, It was real! Tell mom to brush the lint out of her teeth cause it was me. Tell her cause I want my mom and I don’t want her to think it was a fucking dream!!!”

At that point I was just practically dancing around the house with happy joy. I was tearing up and everything. No doubts only happy.

So, there you have it.

Hope you have a great Thanksgiving.
On that note., Elisa, I just want to say how thankful I am for you. I really look up to you as an example on how to live life with purpose and your overall out look has really inspired me. Especially how you deal with hardship, and your work ethic. If I had this life to do all over again, I wish I could have had you as a parent. I can really feel that you would have loved me no matter what. I know that’s probably not fair to my own parents as they did the best they could under their own circumstances. But I just wanted to say thank you to you and Rune, and well everyone there for giving what they could. It enabled a chain reaction of changed lives. Not just me, but in other blog members I’ve talked to and in fact people around me.

So, Well. um, Happy Thanksgiving. It’s the quiet still moments of the night that the para—not scratch that… That Spiri— no scratch that…. That Love comes knocking… 🙂