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Ask Erik: Jodi’s Questions

Ask Erik: Jodi’s Questions

Jodi’s Question I lost my older sister to a self-inflicted gun injury to her head, when I was 10. She was in her  early 20’s. I believe Sandy was 22 when she died. She committed suicide in the Visalia, California area. My family has always told me I am very much like she was, and…

Ask Erik: Marcelle’s Question

Ask Erik: Marcelle’s Question

These next several posts come from the channeling session that took place July the 16th. I just received the CD recording in the mail yesterday. I know you all are eager to find out the word for word information Erik and various guardian angels provided, so I will try to post two a day, unless…

Erik on How to Channel

Erik on How to Channel

Before I start sharing the transcription of this part of the last channeling session, I’d like to thank all of you for the amazing love you’ve given Erik and I. I feel this is the reason for the end of my recent dry spell in his visitations. The dreams, the physical presences, it’s all you…

Erik’s Last Thoughts

Erik’s Last Thoughts

I’m not sure why I feel so compelled to reconstruct every minute detail of that terrible day and why I want to know everything, and I mean everything, that was going through Erik’s mind before he died. Maybe this is normal. I have no idea, because I’ve never suffered such a horrible loss. So I’m…

Last Night’s Dream

Last Night’s Dream

I meant to continue my transcription of the next segment of Erik and Kim’s last channeling session, but last night I had a vivid dream that was like any other I’ve ever had. I feel compelled to share it. Oh, okay, I also want to post it now before it slips right off my ever-shrinking…

Ask Erik: Stan’s Questions

Ask Erik: Stan’s Questions

Today is a bit of a challenge, because the carpet in Erik’s room is finally being installed. When I hear them upstairs hammering and moving furniture, it brings back the sad memory of the crime scene clean up crew ripping the carpet up after he died. But I cope through my blog; sitting in front…

A Wonderful Story of Hope from a Reader

A Wonderful Story of Hope from a Reader

Here is a comment from a new reader that I found especially inspiring. It gave me such hope that I would like to share it with others who have lost loved ones. Obviously she has amazing psychic gifts. May her encounter with her deceased father bring you peace and comfort too. My biggest regrets, the…

Ask Erik: Sandra’s Question

Ask Erik: Sandra’s Question

Here’s a question for Erik that I found very interesting. I hope he has given her some closure about her own roots. Sandra’s Question Hello, I have a question about my past that I have had my whole life. I was adopted when I was 6 weeks old from London England. My date of birth…

Ask Erik: Sarah’s Question

Ask Erik: Sarah’s Question

Here is the last question in this incredibly long list of submissions to the Ask Erik venue. Let’s see what kind of detective Erik is! Sarah’s Question Hello, and thank you for sharing your experiences with those of us who have also lost loved ones and are looking for answers. My question for Erik is…

Ask Erik: Gina’s Question

Ask Erik: Gina’s Question

The next question for Erik comes from a dear friend and coworker of mine. She’s a very gentle spirit with a kind heart, so it was difficult to learn that she experienced a tragedy similar to mine. In August of 2009, her brother took his life the same way Erik did, by gunshot wound to…

Ask Erik: Essie’s Question

Ask Erik: Essie’s Question

My heart goes out to this next woman, because she and I share similar tragedies. Both our boys took their own lives very recently at the tender age of 20. Let’s see if Erik can help console and heal Essie as he has helped me. Essie’s Question Hi Elisa, Thank you for being willing to…

Future Work with Erik

Future Work with Erik

In previous channeling sessions, Erik has told me that we are meant to work together on several projects: this blog, some books, a TV series and a movie. I can’t fathom this, as my energy and motivation is as low as my spirits. How low? The Marianas trench looks like the Rocky Mountain ridge by…

Suicide: To Be or Not to Be

Suicide: To Be or Not to Be

I’ve had a number of readers submit questions to the Ask Erik column who are depressed. Many are in crisis, at a crossroads and in despair. Some are admittedly contemplating suicide. As a physician, my impulse is to help by giving them various resources and a compassionate ear. As a mother, my impulse is to…

Crisis of Faith

Crisis of Faith

The last couple of months have been difficult for me. I haven’t really felt Erik’s presence for what seems like an eternity. No sounds, no signs, no smells, no nothing. This paucity of evidence along with my ever-present tendency to analyze and doubt has begun to erode my faith. Yesterday, I had an epiphany about…

Finding Strength in the Dark Forest of Grief

Finding Strength in the Dark Forest of Grief

Many readers have commented on how strong I am despite having just lost a son. After all, can there be any greater travesty than the death of one’s child? For me, no nightmare is as grim. The grief is still raw and fresh like an open wound. Yet since my blog explores the “upside” to…

Ask Erik: Tom’s Question

Ask Erik: Tom’s Question

And now for the next question presented to Erik through psychic medium, Kim O’Neill. Please note that I’ve obscured the last name for privacy issues. Tom’s “Ask Erik” submission: Hi Elisa, Stanley is a friend of mine and back in February, he emailed me a link to your blog here. At the time I thought…

Ask Erik: Lauren’s Question

Ask Erik: Lauren’s Question

Mother’s Day looms in the near future like a dark specter taunting me. I feel so conflicted. On the one hand, I should be rejoicing that day. After all, I do have four wonderful children still here with me on the earthly plane. On the other hand, this is the first Mother’s Day without Erik…

Ask Erik: Bethany’s Question

Ask Erik: Bethany’s Question

Here is the next of several submissions to the “Ask Erik” page. As you can see, we’ve kept him very busy, but I’m sure he adores the attention. Bethany’s question: In 1996 my uncle committed suicide and my family seemed to fall apart after this. My dad has been in deep depression since, and his…

Birthday Wishes From Heaven

Birthday Wishes From Heaven

My eldest daughter and Erik’s sister, Kristina, celebrated her 26th birthday on the first of May. The evening before, the entire family joined her at a new Indonesian restaurant to rejoice over the wonderful years we’ve spent with her here on earth. Firsts are difficult, though, and Kristina’s first birthday without her little brother is…

Ask Erik: Cassie’s Question

Ask Erik: Cassie’s Question

Cassie’s question: You’ve never met me, but I knew Erik in high school and even though we didn’t speak much, gosh, he was such a neat guy! I go to his facebook page nearly every day and I’ve read every blog of yours. It’s truly inspiring considering I lost my father very suddenly when I…

Channeling Erik Through Felix Lee Lerma, Part Five

Channeling Erik Through Felix Lee Lerma, Part Five

And now (drum roll, please) for the final segment in my channeling session with psychic medium extraordinaire, Felix Lee Lerma. As always, comments are welcome. Erik wants you to quit beating yourself up over what happened. Yeah. He said you’re being hard on yourself. Well I think back on my last conversation with him before…

Channeling Erik Through Felix Lee Lerma, Part Four

Channeling Erik Through Felix Lee Lerma, Part Four

Before we begin with the next segment of my session with psychic medium, Felix Lerma, I’d like to make an announcement. Yesterday, I had a very short session with Kim O’Neill,, and I used that opportunity to ask some of the questions readers submitted through the “Ask Erik” page. I will post those transcripts soon….

Channeling Erik Through Felix Lerma, Part Three

Channeling Erik Through Felix Lerma, Part Three

I’ve been having a very hard time lately. It seems like I must work so hard to distract myself. Idle moments take me to a very dark and unhappy place. The images of what he looked like when I found his body, his blank and lifeless stare, the smell of gunpowder and blood in the…

Channeling Erik Through Felix Lerma, Part Two

Channeling Erik Through Felix Lerma, Part Two

And now for the anxiously awaited continuation of the channeling session with world renown psychic medium, Felix Lee Lerma. Let’s jump right it. Again, as before, Felix’s comments will be in italics and mine will be in plain text. Enjoy. Who’s Mickey or Mike? Mike? Mike is…I met two friends who also had children who…

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