To lose a loved one is pure agony. When you lose a child, your grief is compounded exponentially. When you lose that child to suicide, your grief is multiplied to unbearable levels. When that suicide is violent, you become a POW in a private war, tortured mercilessly day after day. In my desire to show…
The Story of Two Angels
As many of you know, Elizabeth Taylor recently died. Yesterday, while perusing Victor Zammit’s wonderful website, I found this very short interview with her describing her near death experience. In hearing her voice and sensing her being, clearly she was and is a beautiful being. Elizabeth Taylor’s NDE And now, I’d like to share another…
The Spiritual Side of Disease
Today, I offer the transcription of the last part of my hour-long session with Erik through Jeannie Barnes. Erik tag teams with the angelic being by his side. Enjoy. Channeling Transcript Me: Okay, let’s get into various diseases. What is the spiritual basis for some of them—and I’ve talked about this with you through Jamie,…
Lisa and Landon
Channeling Erik member, Lisa, who lost her son, Landon, to suicide, shares invaluable information for those whose lives have been affected by suicide on the radio. Please listen to her story. (Sorry about the technical difficulties with the audio link. I couldn’t get the audio file code to cooperate, so I just inserted the link…
Kaziah
I won’t lie, today’s been tough. Maybe it’s a rainy Monday thing. Been a long time since I actually felt the physical pain, the heartache that grief sometimes brings, but today, while grocery shopping, I felt is down to the very marrow of my bones. Deep, penetrating, and merciless. Death is a funny thing. For…
If Sundays are Tough
For many of us who have lost a loved ones, Sundays aren’t easy. The errands are done. The house is quiet. The mind is idle, opening a door to let the sadness slink back in. I understand this all too well. So, because I love you all so dearly, let me offer you a ray…
ET, Phone Home
A quick note about Lukas: He’s still having a lot of pain. He’s not been very forthcoming about it, because he doesn’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings. I told him that these things take time, so he must be honest and patient. Two hard things for a teenage boy. Throughout my life, I’ve felt like…
Erik’s Eulogies
Don’t know why I feel compelled to share these, but here are the eulogies that were said at Erik’s memorial service in the order they were delivered. A lot of pain was felt by all that day. I guess I just wanted to share what an amazing soul our Erik was and is. Sigh. Kristina’s…
To Mothers Who Have Lost
Tomorrow begins a new year without our babies. Hopefully, it’ll be a year when our hearts will feel lighter and our days more joyful. Protected from the blustery cold in our cabin nestled in the snowy Arctic Tundra, I’ve had plenty of time to ponder the grief that we mothers feel when we lose a…